.

the greatest ending.

2008-10-29T23:07:00.002+08:00

the bestest gift anyone can get(:

the most wonderful people

crossing the same path,

in nyjc bbgt.

loves, Y.

livejournal.

2007-12-20T14:18:00.001+08:00

slickpoised.livejournal.com

see you there =)

feel so ____ up.

2007-03-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

i cannot take it anymore.

need to blog abt personal things when i wan to.

blogger cant.

livejournal.

slickpoised.livejournal.com

comments if you wan, tag if you wan, do whatever you wan.

HURT=(

2007-03-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

damn.
hurt my ankle during bball again.
on a brighter note, its not because of my clumsiness!
its because of dunno what sequence that happened which i also dunno la.
but heard cause someone bang to me den i step on her leg or something

5 of bball girls are like down with ankle injuries.
so hilarious la!
they were even saying it made a star =.=
i was like =.=
LOL.

today was alright.
hope it just gets better.
0716.
hmmmm...

[/edit]
during the sinseh thing,
i remembered how badly i sprained the other time that i couldn't even walk
poor fishy had to carry me around!
plus i screamed like a crazy woman when the man was massaging my leg
even the customers outside were like shock.
LOL
and i remembered,
my leg grew till size 11!
HAHAHA. it was like elephant's leg
i couldn't even get around in school for the first few days
had to limp like a mad woman or fish carried me
i wonder how she could take my weight now.
LOL!
i miss you fishy!!!!=(
i wanna see you.
i miss gori and yeepei too.
i miss 4e too
i miss 07S02.

friendship is to be maintained by the person (himself/herself)
even through prolong time,
if he/she remains in contact,
thats real friends
there's no point missing, is there?
(unless she's my lesbian mate! HAHAHA! cause i got like millions of them. LOL.)

i miss yujuan=(

class now okay la.
sometimes abit left out?
bonding bonding bonding bonding!(:

fragile.

2007-03-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

had mood swings.
large one in fact.

didn't talk much today.
not because i cant, but because i didn't wan to.
ppl said i should smile more.

but i dun see the need, the intention to smile
nothing funny was going on.
didn't manage to smile till like 1pm.
which is SOOO not me.

felt like an introvert today.
oh, whatever~!

tomorrow's there's bball.
no friendly=(
awww.
and hope captain gets well soon(x

went back tpjc!
oh man, i miss seeing fish, chua, mae, tedja, norwin and even ken.
HAHA.
oh well,
now i get to see huajie, mummie, junjie and claron.
abit dots.
oh well.

and when fish asked me, when will she see us again,
i couldn't answer her.
it felt SO bad.

lots of catching up to do.
BYE.

when will it ever get better?
i had enough.

freaking tired.

2007-03-25T16:20:00.000+08:00

sorry abt the neglecting my blog!
i still LOVE my blog can.

seriously no time to blog. saddening.
tired everyday + com dun wan to cooperate with ME!.

dumb com. =/

the funniest part was that im the assistant chairperson=.=
using brains, i wont be one who volunteers what.
stupid one.
ny seems to always have ppl sabo-ing.
weird!

class.
its okay la.
i just felt that first intakers and second intakers are like MILES apart.
and when i say miles, i MEAN miles.
i guess, its not entirely their fault,
i will certainly be attached to 07S02 too.
so i understand.
but i will also give the second intakers a chance.
get to know them
but they said their previous class was of higher pirority.
class bond?
still too early to say!

basketball.
fun getting to know more ppl(:
like joyce,shuwen,xinying blahblahblah
starting to feel a lil better towards bball.
which is good, seriously.
will train hard.
camp on friday till today.
muscles are like forming EVERYWHERE.
and i lost weight! WOOHOOO.
hahaha!
trainings are tough. JIAYOU*cubed

i suddenly missed the segamat trip mjr bball had.
that was like damn fun.
and the food was better. LOL.
cause we got to eat restaurant! WOOHOO. HAHA.
and we get to sleep together in nice nice aircon, if im not wrong. LOL
miss the juniors.
hope they win SCGS on monday.
HEHEHE.
GO MJR(:

end.
will try to update more often. (:

sentosa cum 07S02 chalet.

2007-03-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

number #o5(:
shake my butt show you ah! LOL.
mummie took this. haha!
boonie so act cute la!(x
mummie also kana infected. LOL
london bridge can! hehehehe.
see puay so CUTE LA.
woohoo! ALL cool seh.
angry at mummie and boonie.
HAHA.
silin and her "assets" hahaha!

crapppp.(:
mummie look pretty in this photo(x

end. LOVE(:

tionghan our MAID! hehehe.
carrying me and sheryl's bag la.
so kind siaaa(:
so we pulled him to take a photo with us! hehehe.
lynette and lynnette.
hehehe(:
wheee~ love caleeen(x
pae 07S02(:
you girls+guys rock(x
plus its not my fault that i blogged so late can.
the stupid blogger didn't let me post photos,
den later it allowed to post 4.
finally! i could post.
hehehe!

i miss 07S02 so much la=(
although we spent such a short time together, but our friendship bonds are present!
so sad that huizhen didn't go! stupid WOMAN.
feel like killing her la.

went out with mindchamps class on sat.
it was so boring that i almost died on the spot.
bought my green file since they didn't noe what to do.
GREEEEN(:
walked around like idiots.
explored national library, arcade, popular, parkmall.
lol.
we were really bored....
really BORED.

sentosa!

2007-03-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU BOONIE(:
although she cant access my blog. hahaha!
i miss time out with you ppl(:

love(:.

more photos next time. im TIRED(:

and im getting more muscular. NOOOOOOOO. hahaha!

tpjc lecture hall.

2007-03-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

i miss irritating huizhen who waves to me from the mirror.
LOL.
and act cute, being vain........... in front of the mirror!
hehehehe.

nyjc gonna be a new chapter in my life!(:
and im SO looking forward to it.

and bball training starting on monday!
hope no more butt cramps. HAHAHA.
seriously first training my butt was like feeling damn weird la!
until now sia... =/
hehehe.

plus im looking forward to wed where i can meet PUAYYYYY.
hahaha. PUAYYYY, who never TAGS!.
AND hope meh can
and boonie can and mummie can and and and alot can! =p

wheee~
gogogo ny(:

tpjc memories(:

2007-03-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

our chem teacher(:
ms loh .
who loves winnie the pooh too!!!!(((((((xour civics tutor who endures our crappss(:
SPASTIC SHERYL(:
and cute cute fishy!
i miss tpjc! ahhhhhhhhhhh.

finally orientation finished.
quite fun la.
the disco was CRAZY LA.
its just jumping and jumping and jumping and jumping and jumping and jumping.... okay, get my point?
kana sabo like shit liddat =.=

anway at least i've met up with some long lost pri sch friend!
though i forgotten one. hehe(x
nice meeting everyone!
loves.

nyjc.

2007-03-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU HUIZHEN!
although i noe you dun read my blog! but i still miss you truckloads la!
i miss hitting ur head, i miss studying with you, i miss every single crap of YOURS!
and i heard u're kinda lonely! DAMN. i so wish i can be by ur side.
i will VISIT YOU LA YOU STUPID ASS(:
miss you like 516729137219375823581u38471926321966555879123 lots la!

on another note,
nyjc is much more fun den tpjc's orientation =x
prolly in first place my OG in tpjc was the smallest and the OGL not very enthu=/
hehe.
HENCE, nyjc orientation not bad la!
but sadly my mass dance partner abit..........................
[edit]. lol.
opps. i said it out.
HAHAHa.
tedja seems useful at a time like this! haha!

but overall still better den tp de la.

and i made it into bball cca i guess(:
woohoo! will train hard to gain back my stamina + a lil accuracy.

OHHHHHH.
AND A PIECE OF GOOD NEWS!
MUMMIE APPEAL SUCCESSFUL! WOOHOOO.
i kinda screamed in my tribe group when i saw the sms la! hahahaha.
tomorrow she coming i can go hug her already!

WOOHOOOOO.

hahha.
and i miss tpjc(x

basketball

2007-03-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

my love. my all. my memories(:
why issit always bball that makes me so attach to the sch.

i'll miss tpjc bball!
i'll visit~ i promise.
its not all abt winning, its abt the experience.
its abt the love, its abt the bond, its abt the friendship

i got in nanyang junior college.
im suppose to be happy cause its my first choice.
but tears just flowed as i know all are staying in tpjc.
im suppose to be happy but yet im not.
i'll miss you all.
bball and 07S02.
plus all the manjusri ppl and chew chew!

im EMO-ING right now.
love you guys.
end.

ikea + cute cousin(:

2007-03-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

went out with lynette and sheryl to ikeathree days ago.

we kind of went havoc by laughing too much
all thanks to SHERYL.(:
that evil do-er! that evil laugh-er!
haha.

okay. we went to tampines isetan to get farewell gifts for 07S02
im so going to miss you guys+girls!
okok, so we entered the front door and saw lockers.
and on the lockers we saw these words..being singaporean, f reeuse la! who wont right? haha
and sheryl COMFIRMED it and we happily placed our bags inside.
den, when we want to close them, we were faced with THIS:
AND WE STARTED LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY WOMEN!

FREE ON THE OUTSIDE!
HAHAHA.
and its not entirely MY FAULT LO.
shery CONFIRMED IT.
HAHAAH!
den my camera batt went flat and i couldn't take anymore photos=(

two days ago.
huizhen and sheryl came to my house for gp project.
i was kind of doing the farewell gifts at that time and forgot all abt it
it burst into FLAMES LA.
and three of us were like LAUGHING
YES LAUGHING LIKE A BUNCH OF IDIOTS.
so hilarious.
den i called my maid and thats the end of the fire(:

stupid women! both laughing and not doing anything.
and huizhen even said she'll remember this for life.
lol.

den wileen came and did. and ya.
huizhen left
den wileen left
den sheryl and me started experimenting with the gifts
mum sent sheryl home and said
UR THAT FRIEND VERY POLITE.
HAHAHA. SHERYL. LOL.

okay. played bball yesterday. nothing much

and meet my cute cute cousin!
so small noe how to umchio already! haahaha.

much loves(:

livejournal or blogger? damn.

rain + bball = sleeplikepig.

2007-03-01T05:19:00.000+08:00

my title says it all! HAHAHA.

played bball in the rain on wed
stupid fish made me fall down.
but its okay cause she slipped more times den ME. HAHAHA.
sheryl fell too. haha!
i guess we were the spastic ones.
did huijia and amelia fall?
no idea.
we were playing water like mad women
den the rain stopped and we stopped too.
are we weird or are WE weird?

cabbed home and ate and just slept till like 1+
woke up thinking i was mad. LOL.
now im awake at 5+! thinking of doing my chem!
so that i wont have to stay back on fri to complete it.
im guai!

im so going to miss tpjc!
damn. i miss so many things right now.
but in life, this happens.
things come and go.
and i have no control over it.
oh well, i noe GOD has already blessed me!
for getting to noe so many people out of the millions he made.

i love my sweetest 0702 and tpjc bball(x

and to everyone: GOD LOVES YOU(:

stickers(:

2007-02-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

my cute cute stickers(:
SEE. ITS MY NAME.
MINE.
poohpoohpoohpoohpooh!

and i will be strong. cause i am(x

days.

2007-02-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

sry abt the lil postings these days.
my blogging bug is gone.
and im NOT FEELING GOOD THESE FEW DAYS
SO DUN BOTHER ABT ME
I FEEL INFERIOR AND I FEEL LOUSY.
SO DUN BOTHER ABT ME.
I'LL PICK MYSELF UP SOON.
I WILL.

today.
felt very weird the whole day.
was feeling happy at one moment and den down at the other.
played bball and fish was weird.

i miss going home late from bball trainings at mjr.
but its all in the past already.

thanks sheryl for everything.
you're loved(:
thankyou for everything you've done. maybe our fate has ended.

cont. of cny(:

2007-02-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

presenting myyyyy familllyyyyy(x

my dad has small eyes(:
WAHAHAH. =Pmaid and spastic brother!
mum
SO who do i look like?
its usual if u say none, cause its the truth.

nothing much happening these few days.
ate my cheese fries today! YAY.

love my family!

exhausted.

2007-02-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

played bball today.

millions of memories came back to me. i miss mjr bball like ALOT.
playing bball has suddenly became my life. i wanna continue it(:

i will do my best without any reserves from now on.
"PING!"

i'll miss tpjc's bball(x

cny. dad(:
small eyes! hehehe. will update again soon.
im ultra duper super TIRED.

loveyadad(x

Truth serum is in your veins says:
jiayun loves sheryl!
its a lil wrong.

but whatever, I LOVE SHERYL!(: HUGHUG!

new blogskin(:

2007-02-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

very tired of the WHITE skin.

BLACK seems cool.
with green and orange and white.
ITS LOVE LA(:

i admit im not a good designer.
hate it dun come back lo. =p

looking at that penguin at the end of posts
makes me laugh because its so retard.
HAHAHA!!

and last but not least,
happy cny eve.

angpao/bao are coming soon!.
although i cant use them..haha!

mr gui n ms tay vday

2007-02-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

our product(:
MY love(x

went out with mummie and taiyang jie today. miss them so much(x
headed to yujuan house since she cant come out. since she cant, so i go to her la(:
played mini soccer with her small lil brother. had lotsa fun.
plus i got my first angbao! hehehe. pao or bao ah?
LOVE(:

vday and sheryl'sbd

2007-02-15T16:30:00.000+08:00

EMO.not me leh. is the pic =p
sheryl's bd pictures(:
my babe has became seventeen! mature and pretty at the same time.
yet spastic.
and sophisticated n intelligent!. hehehe.
my love la.
vday!
thankyou all for the present! although the rose quality abit. AHEM. but it still made some ppl's day ma(:.
hope everyone felt love cause I DID
first time im in a class where the guys actually collected money together to buy the girls gift. which includes that red rose.
so SWEET LA. where to find man. but kinda sad we're going to separate once the postings are out =(.

but i will continue loving all of you all k!

and the bear so cute hor!

plus, v day went mstay and mrgui house to be LIGHTBULBS.
HAHAHA. yuanlin, leonad, junjie and me go cook dinner for them leh!
not bad still.
poor mstay hurt her feet. so we went to visit them and spent our vday together! wahaha. miss them like tucksaeroplanecarslorrymotorcycle LOADS la.

i miss mjr(:

sheryl's birthday

2007-02-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

sexysheryl.
happy birthday.
hope u enjoyed it lots and dun you dare forget me. even if we may not go to the same jc after first three months, hope our friendship lasts.

photos will be updated tomorrow. im tired(:

went sa and ny to see see.
felt closer bond with ny although its kinda a chee-na school. hahaha. sa doesn't have my subject combination la! damn. thinking of ny.
hmm.
choices.

sleeping pigs.

2007-02-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

pigs! hahahaha.

im very happy with my results la.
but now it comes to headache.
SA or NY.
which to choose!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

class 07S02

2007-02-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

my love(:

results out.
IM HIGH MAN! (:

TEDDY TEDJA

2007-02-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

presenting
TEDDY TEDJA. he thought of it himself(:
me and sheryl disagreed and called him TOOPIDakastupid TEDJA(xclass photos other day.
TIRED!

plus tomorrow's the day>.<

photos.

2007-02-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

many are turning to cam-whoring(x

huizhen tried to get in every photo and went a lil mad.
some credits to keith who took random shoots. haah.SEXY SHERYL.
dun say i never blog you okay!(:
guys. (esp. that liangting so bhb wan me take photo of him =.=)and group photos(:

finally done with photos.
[/edit]
click to enlarge yeah(:

my cute cute 07S02.
will take photos with all the others who are not in soon.

LOVE(:

I DUN WAN FRIDAY TO COME!

07S02

2007-02-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

sneak peak(:
the beautiful girls of 07S02.
obviously WITH ME(:

orange and brown adidas bag

2007-02-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA. I LOVE MY MUM LA.

orange and brown adidas bag(:
stupidwomancheatmyfeelingssaynomore!

MY LOVE OKAY.(x.
cny come den can use. not bad. wahaha. LOVE!

and DAD was good too. bought me a new cam that doesn't take as much batt.
just in time for tomorrow's class photos(:

ice cream workshop

2007-02-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

on the ice cream workshop day(:

huizhen and me(:
the ingredients
the end product.
plus, its not very nice to eat.(x

debbie says:
i know you're super duper uber nice!!!!!!
debbie says:
u look super duper uber cute

its funny how ppl say nice things abt you when they are asking u to do something. LOL.

went out with dad and mum today.
saw gori and pei. gori looks weird. dunno why. hahaha

bought new year clothings. cost a bomb! hahaha. its more den my allowance la! =/ hehhe.

mum loves me(:

og photos.

2007-02-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

MY CUTE OG.
WITH ME DEN MOST CUTE!(:

stupid poses! hahaha.

bio lab.

2007-02-01T17:41:00.000+08:00

two days ago.
during bio lab.
i was bored(: glucose solution with benedict's solution. success(x

fun playing with potato(: success(x

we found a hidden mickey. success(x

okay. im bored. LOL.

yesterday, fever

skipped school! yay.

today had ice cream making workshop.

it was OKAY. mine suck.

and the extra one tasted nice =.=

its UNFAIR. but at least i had fun with liquid nitrogen as it freezes up my ice cream.

had spe today. quite fun.

ran six round and sit up and some things

finally got to touch bball

but in the end we had to substitute and play netball cause the bball court had net across it.

we won(x

continued playing during break

smell-ed disgusting during maths lecture. hahaha!

lessons as usual

our dateline is near. my impending doom awaits me.

god bless!

sadden-ing

2007-01-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday.
went to try to get the orangeandbrown adidas shoulder bag. saddening, the WHOLE singapore doesn't have anymore =(((((((((((((((.
BAH.
had billy bombers for lunch with my mum(x ate the ribs and it tasted great! hahaha. think all the runnings have gone to waste with one western meal! lol. but at least i got some clothes for chinese new year already.
mabbe heading to johor to get chinese new year clothes too(:

today.
school. boring.
was a lil crazy in the morning with sheryl's crap. she went a lil mad and started tapping strangers. PLUS, she tapped justin's back and he just scratch it. so FUNNY! lol. in conclusion sheryl is one crazy babe. LOL.
ran my six rounds for TAF. had heatstroke. LOL.
now im just feeling very weak and stuff. cant really concentrate on doing hw. but i will try la. hahaha.

nothing much to blog. church service can wait.

ciao~.

pooh biscuit(:

2007-01-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

nice nice sheryl bought food for nice nice wileen who shared the food with nice nice jiayun(x. hahaha.

and coincidentally its
POOH BEAR(:

it was so cute that i couldn't bear to munch it! hahaha.

peiwen couldn't stand it and adviced me to take photos of it.

its so adorable what!

IM NOT MENTALLY UNSOUND!

huizhen looked much better in this photo. LOL

went shopping with mum for new sports pants. nike pants had a hole and I DIDN'T KNOW till my mum told me. LOL. *how long has it been there? bought one adidas and one nike. hehehe. im a happy girl today.

plus. i think my mum is in good mood cause she agreed to buy the jacket and the bag*if its still there* FOR ME. wahaha. im bless(:

the wallet shall wait!

plus plus! must thank branchy branchy debbie for telling me LAME jokes yesterday! LOVE!

mine.

2007-01-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

love(:

boring!

2007-01-26T20:39:00.000+08:00

ever felt like you dun belong to this place?

GOD so love the world that he gave his only begotten son, the precious gem in his heart.
may our love be as strong as ever.

whats with my bored-ness in class these few days? i have no idea. is our class really united?

hope the girls will win all matches for this B division.

plus i updated my wishlist. i dun mind kind souls buying it for me(:

feeling weird.

2007-01-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

the nature so pretty, the human so scary.

mother nature has been kind, human as been mean.

are we cruel or are we cruel.

im feeling weird now. dun ask me why. its just my mood swings again!

today.
had eng test that fortunately/ unfortunately we were choosen to undergo it. quite boring actually. was already so tired. plus, the teacher actually placed the paper on the chair but we just moved it.

it was a cold day. nothing much. felt tired. bored. restless again.

chinese is nothing to me. its boring!
are we really united.?

rebirth

2007-01-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

guess im back to blogger due to "popular" demands. LOL.

AND there's a tagboard there now OKAY!. happy right now?

nothing much to blog actually.

monday
ran the 6 rounds for feifeijulebu! im not overweight can. damnit. LOL. but its okay, at least i exercise now so that i can eat more for chinese new year! *evil laughs* headed straight home and slept like a pig.

yesterday had hockey(:
its like im getting real attached to hockey right now and i have NO IDEA why. haha. but i tink its a very cool game.
obviously in any game, there's basics. and we did the basics before ending off with games! im seriously happy that i met that tpjc crystal who pei me for pair works(x fun man. im thinking of taking hockey seriously already. whee~

plus, while we were running the rounds, one senior said i looked stress while running. quite hilarious. i was pretty shock. haha!

hockey ended at around 8 and by the time i reach home, it was 9 and i was STARVING! lol. GOBBLE my food and headed for bed. two blue blacks on hand. hallelujah!

today.
i was pretty restless w/o much energy for school today! dun ask me why. just insufficient sleep-fullstop! so i was doddling here and there, using liquid paper to design *draw artistically is designing!* ppl's paper and ya, being crazy. hehe(x

AND i hate giving speeches in front of class okay. damn.

nothing much today. BORING.

but i still love my 07S02!(x

hm

2007-01-07T18:29:00.000+08:00

changed to LJ.

trying out.

http://slickpoised.livejournal.com

ciao~

orientation

2007-01-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello!

finally back from tpjc's orientation.

the theme for the jc1 orientation was pirates!
there was jacksparrow, blackbeard, capt morgan, capt hook, barbosa and mine, davy jones. and yes, its from the pirates of the caribbean.

anyway here's a pic of davy jones if any of u readers have no idea who he is.

plus, there's a total of 11 of us from mjr who went into tpjc for first three months.
naming: joce chua, fish, tedja, norwin, ken, weeloon, qiuyu, yijun, mae, and the one more girl plus me of course.

fortunately or unfortunately, me fish tedja and quiyu are all in davy jones. and ours is one of the smallest and most pathetic group. in addition our ogl aint really very ENTHU, nor teach us great cheers. we were like losers of something. capt morgan was SO much better la.

ANYWAY, i met someone who could fight with mummie in terms of HEIGHT. btw, her name is jiamin and she's a dancer. she's real tall + skinny and looks like a china woman. 173cm okay. wth. and when i partner her i look like a stupid dwarf. LOL. and she's real funny la. cause we were like sitting in the sun and our ogl were like talking among themselves, we were sort of stoning and she suddenly laughs. so, me and fish tot something funny happened but it was because she was BORED. can u imagine how WEIRD that was. so we just laughed at her.

AND. there was jeanette and nada. they're from cedar girls. and jeannette's CRAZY la. reallie SIAO. she can giggle/ laugh/ scream loudly/ talk for the whole day like nobody's business. LOL. but, they're real nice =) w/o them i would have died of boredom in the orientation man.

okay. so the first day was SUPER boring cause there was all the admin stuff and course talk. the ice breakers were super boring cause i cant even hear wats my group's ppl name. and of cause, i didn't noe anyone but fish. so ya. VERY VERY boring la. and there were no handsome guys. and there was no fun no nothing. my group ogls are pretty boring i guess. and the games my group kept losing la. so our morale was pretty low too. everyone wasn't enthu at all and all was quiet. YES. Q-U-I-E-T.

second day, the ONLY fun part was the mass dance where me and fish got a lil mad. hahahaha. we were like crazy freaks playing all the way. AIYA. the whole day was games and very boring. even the cheers were boring. the WHOLE THING was boring. LOL. the funniest thing was jiamin had to partner this other tall black guy. im not being racist la. i DUNNO his name ma. and den she's so white, so she ended up laughing through the WHOLE dance ANDDDD.
fish had to partner a malay. and she did the WRONG STEP. and the malay just went with her. it was so hilarious la. haahha.

third day, last day. we had wet games and mass dance. the wet games for my team was SUPER DUPER BORING MAN. others had fun like playing in the mud or/and flour while my team only with water. okay, im not saying that i wanna get dirty but at least let us play some MORE exciting games la. play this kind of stupid water. i also can la. =.= wth la. i DUN LIKE.
and there was mass dance and we had to partner guys. but i was pretty lucky cause i partner with tedja la. better den some unknown stranger that i dunno la. ya. but i was laughing through it cause it was more funny la. but still arh, dance long also will sian. so im bored la.

and although there was a campfire, i dunno wats the use man. they light it and ask us to go inside the hall for the rest of the performance. DEN wats the use of lighting a camp fire? no songs were sung for the campfire. its pretty wuliao can. each og also had to have a performance. and my group ending was singing the school song. it was so funny la. i tink it went a lil out of tune but who cares. we just sing till we had no voice. hahaah.

ya. so end of orientation.

and i tink im going to join the councilors. hm. should i or should i not.

shall blog abt DARE when i have the time.

OYA. and i hate the 35 mins journey home cause no one accompanies me/ im the last one to alight the bus. GROWLS.

year 2007

2007-01-01T12:26:00.000+08:00

hello 2007, byebye 2006.

best wishes to everyone who sms-ed me. hahaha. the vibration didn't really wake me up though. LOL. but thanks for wishing me!

anyway, went for church and i'll share my service with you guys. its all about going to a new year *duh. and wat 7 means. 2007. a brand new year, we wont noe wat will happen to ask so we should just believe in JESUS and let him lead us through all the ups and downs.

and i noe, 2007 will just be a great year for me.

(31) Therefore do not be anxious, saying. ' What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or ' What shall we wear?'
(32) For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all.
(33) But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all these things will be added to you.
(34) "Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
Matthew 6:31-34

hence, we should not rush over whatever that dawn upon us. otherwise, there is no grace to protect us from the unfortunate events. eg. stress. we should always trust in the Lord for he has already planned all the events which will unfold to us as each day pass. he does things for a reason, and we should never hold any grudges, any thoughts of not believing in him. we must have faith in him to guide us through all the events, be it good or bad.

(22) On the sixth day they gathered twice as much bread, two omers each. And when all the leaders of the congregation came and told Moses,
(23) he said to them, " This is what the LORD has commanded:'Tomorrow is a day of solemn rest, a holy Sabbath to the LORD; bake what you will bake and boil what you will boil, and all that is left over lay aside to be kept till the morning.' "
(24) So they laid aside till the morning, as Moses commanded them, and it did not stink, and there were no worms in it.
(25) Moses said, "Eat it today, for today is a Sabbath to the LORD; today you will find it in the field
(26) Six days you shall gather it, but on the seventh day, which is a Sabbath, there will be none."
(27) On the seventh day some of the people went out to gather, but they found none.
(28) And the LORD said to Moses, " How long will you refuse to keep my commandments and my laws?
(29) See! the LORD has given you the Sabbath; therefore on the sixth day he gives you bread for two days. Remains each of you in his place; let no one go out of his place on the seventh day."
(30) So the people rested on the seventh day.
Exodus 16:22-30

thus, the more we rest, the more portion the lord will give to us. it will have BOTH quality and quantity, not having worms nor does it stink. 7 means rest and completeness. Sabbath that is given to us is a gift. we must not let the devil overtake us. we go to work to express our talents and gifts. even if we do not gain high position in jobs, RICHNESS comes from the LORD. Abide his words and we will bear more food, feel more rich, feel more bless. we must not doubt his words. we must TRUST in him and love him. because he loves us and gave his only begotten son, the darling of heaven to die on the cross for us.

(3)" You know that David my father could not build a house for the name of the LORD his God because of the warfare with which his enemies surrounded him, until the LORD put them under the coles of his feet.
(4) But now the LORD my God has given me rest on every side. There is neither adversary nor misfortune
(5) And so I intent to build a house for the name of the LORD my God, as the LORD said to David my father, ' Your son, whom I will set on your throne in your place, shall build the house for my name.'
1 King 5:4-5

(7) David said to Solomon, "My son, I had it in my heart to build a house to the name of the LORD my God.
(8) But the word of the LORD came to me saying, 'You have shed much blood and have waged my great wars. You shall not build a house to my name, because you have shed so much blood before me on the earth.
(9) Behold, a son shall be born to you who shall be a man of rest. I will give him rest from all his surrounding enemies. For his name shall be Solomon, and I will give peace and quiet to Isreal in his days.
(10) He shall build a house for my name. He shall be my son, and I will be his father, and I will establish his royal throne in Isreal forever.

rest and there will ONLY be goodness! no adversary nor evil occurrence will happen to us. we dun just wan a job, we want high position. God will lead a way for us. God is our path to follow(x

(25) For the thing that i fear comes upon me, and what I dread befalls me.
(26) I am not at ease, nor am I quiet; I have no rest, but trouble comes."
Job 3:25-26

(5) Lifewise, you who are younger, be subject to the elders. Clothe yourselves, all of you, with humility toward one another, for " God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble."
(6) Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that all the proper time he may exalt you,
(7) casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.
(8) Be sobber-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.
(9) Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same kinds of suffering are being experienced by your brotherhood throughout the world.
1 Peter 5:5-9

We should let him be in charge of our life. he, our LORD, will revolve all things for us. the more we cast our cares upon him, he will help. we should rest, not literally sleeping but LISTENING to his words, READING his words. we must trust him, love him, have faith in him and believe in him. Through all these, the devil will NOT be able to penetrate to us, as the LORD is protecting us from all the devil's evil doings.

In conclusion, 7 is the completeness and rest. its Sabbath, its resting in his name, loving him and believing in him. 2007, is going to be a WONDERFUL year.

anyway, have to reflect on 2006.
2006 has been a so-so kinda year.

studies.
been through ALOT of ups and downs. hahaha. it was like a roller coaster. sometimes woohoo, A1 and sometimes boo... C6, D7 even. but im still proud to say that i've grown. not taller*sadly*, but mentally. grown mature(: i have come to know two SUPER DUPER nice teachers, ms tay and mr gui. and they have certainly helped me alot by encouraging me and showering me with LOTS and TONS and MILLIONS of love. they were DA BOMB~ hahahaha. i've also come to acknowledge that studying early definitely pays off.(x

family
mine has been SO precious to me. they were ALWAYS there for me when i needed them. both financially and mentally i guess. hahaha. and they are always encouraging me. there isn't the sibling comparison anymore(: they said that they knew that i was different from my brother since young and i may not be as smart as my brother, but im definitely have my OWN strong points compared to him. mum even told me that i may take a longer time to be successful, but she's already very proud of me, and i'll definitely make my mark. it really makes me happy because my stupid brother is damn godly smart and im like average-ly smart. hahaha.

and my family is becoming closer(x which is good and im surely going to listen much better to them. and dad's birthday is coming!!! hahaha.

friends.
great to have my sweet-est and nice-est boyfriend tay yujuan. who is my LOVE and my life. hahaha. especially since she's the only one who celebrated my birthday with me. hahaha.

and having mummie and boonie and hua jie. they always seems to be comforting me in class because of my stupid results la. hahaha. always giving me shocks which i cant take. but now, im sure i CAN(x but they've been the best(: with mummie being so guai and boonie being so cute, ARGH, is that the right word? haahha. i've really enjoyed their company walking home, studying, asking questions.

plus. my darling yuanlin who is always meeting bad guys, hence wishing her to meet better guys. MORE HANDSOME ESPECIALLY. and treat her SUPER well. hahaha.

oh, and leonad to straighten out his thoughts and best wishes to whatever he does in future(:

mehmeh who always online for me to haha and hehe and smile at. really cheers me up. although sometimes a lil blur, her blur-ness makes me laugh. hahaha. especially the red face! (x

and lesbian yeepei, though i know u wont read this, i really thank you for being such a close bball friend to me. hearing all my CRAPS and sometimes my mood swings, i LOVE you(x

eve jer jor dar
COOL. all 3 letters. LOL. thanks for bringing me to church. encountering JESUS is one of my HAPPIEST moment i had in 2006.(x and i have no regrets going to new creation and im just glad that i got to know you all. im sure our friendship will last.

and through church, i got to know AMELIA.
which is super qiao cause shes also number 5 in anglican. we saw each other before but it was the battle between schools and, of cause mjr won. HAHAHA. but im really glad to have met her here. she's REAL nice and cool and all. and ya, glad to have met new friends.

and there's tedja and norwin and alex thiang
glad to have been friends la. you've certainly brighten up my life and let me see life in a new perspective(x. plus i've learnt more craps too

there's san
my taiyang jie! i love her to bits cause she so cute too! she's like shining always! stop pon-ing school arh. hahahahaha.

AND auntie and crystal
GO SHOP~ haahhaha. study hard too la. and meet BETTER GUYS. plus HANDSOME and all la. =)

with puay, fish, joce chua, mae, gori
life cant be boring!(x and i still remember i escaped out of class with fishy to go play pe! and with mae who's always concern for me if she sees me alone. and gori for the bball. and puay for the craps(x

oya. and there's sebastian, pansihui, jianyao, junyong, yuker, fengyao, vincent.....
and many more for playing bball with me(x and being nicer to me la. hahaha.

last but not least, for meeting all the wonderful mjr teachers
ms tay, mr gui, mdm lim, wulaoshi, ms cheong, mr naufal, mdm wi, mrs wong, mrs yong, mdm ernie (x

you people made my life wonderful..

AND.
my boy. for spending the last mins of 2006 and the first few mins of 2007 with me. enduring all my stupid stuffs and all. i'll try to make you happy most of the times k(:

so resolutions for the year 2007:

LOST WEIGHT *definitely
save money
file up worksheets on time aka dun be so messy
play hard, work hard
no unfortunate occurrences to happen to friends
my family to be safe and be RICH
all friends to be HAPPY
try new things, sports, instruments...
help others, go on CIP TRIPS!
be more spontaneous in everything i do(x

okay. should be around there (=

for this year, 2007, i really wish that i'll really have a birthday party to call me own.(:

finally DONE blogging. ciao~

2nd post

2006-12-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

did i mention TAY YUJUAN came to my house today?

AND she wanted me to teach her maple. but maple was undergoing some patch. so she's kinda unlucky. in the end i let her play audition instead. and she was DAMN NOOB LA. the slowest, which is 70bmp, she couldn't play the lvl 7,8,9 and finish move for like 4 games? haahahha. it was pretty hilarious la.

plus, she was so nervous that her fingers started perspiring and my keyboard got kinda wet. and her eyes were so close to the screen that i was afraid that they would pop out. HAHAHA. den when we were playing with others, she wanted to win ma. den ask me help her click while she press the space.

for the other noobs who dunno wat im talking, audition is a game whereby u have to press the arrows that are given. after pressing them, u have to press the space key according to the tempo. the more accurate u are, the more points you would get.

AND so, she was so noob that she couldn't win. hahahaha. no matter how much perspiration, how much staring, she was just too SLOW! HAHAHAHA.

but nevertheless, i miss her company. and i miss her crap.(x

PLUS PLUS. i got her present and i have to deliver one for her also. hahaha.

hmmm

2006-12-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

i realised how easy promises are broken.

ppl goes like "ya, we should meet up after we graduate"
and then, it goes like "no, cannot that day. i got this this this this on. sorry"
HELLO. sorry sorry sorry. apologising does not DO ANYTHING. i dunno la. just suddenly super emo against such stuff. apologising does not equal to anything =.=. i totally CANNOT stand this kind of stuff la. i guess promises to me is nothing but lies. and i hate lies. -totally.

and ppl goes like friends are this friends are that.

but do most friends last after we graduate from sch? and ppl placed their priorities on friends. i guessed i've learnt that family is the most important.

what exactly are friends?

ppl will go like " friends are like stars, you dun always see them but u know they're always there"

i dun believe such sayings anymore. they're too vague to me. meeting good, long lasting friends are one in a million. and sadly, i never met any in manjusri. and i meant long lasting good friends.

yes, i've met dar, jerald, eve, valerie, mummie, boonie, kexian, puay, crystal, leonad, yuanlin, mao mao and all these la. but seriously, they're not always there for me are they?

sometimes, not saying anyone, i feel used.

and i HATE being used. i would only LOVE to be used by GOD, my daddy.

and NO others.

and i felt i have no one to share my secrets with do i? cause there's no exchange of secrets between any of us is there? when i hang out with jer, dar and eve. they're more talking to themselves than talking to me. i kinda feel odd at times. BUT i have to thank them for allowing me to encounter jesus once again(x partly also due to me not sharing either. but i tried. i really did. but in the end it ended up being spreaded. ><

there was alex thiang and tedja. but they're guys. and they have their guy friends and i wan to have some girl friends too. and if im too close to them SOME ppl just say im being a flirt. and im pretty numb to such stuff already. SAY wat u wan. i DUN CARE anymore.

suddenly thought abt friends because mr gui and ms tay gave us a book each. and mine was abt friends.

okay. i know i got yujuan who will lend me a listening ear anytime. but being in different sch, you'll tend to draw further away wont you? and the situation is kind of different. i cannot go through wat she goes through and vice versa.

well. suddenly felt like blogging abt friends.

done. ciao~

bored

2006-12-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

im SUPER bored at home(x

im stuck at home because im being a good girl. mum say i've been out too many times this month and last month. so now im plain audition-ing and having a movie marathon by myself! (x. its kinda fun watching little mermaid2 and the incredibles again. its like experiencing my childhood days again. although like quite lame but watch again still find it very amusing. wahaha!

ON SECOND NOTE,
im meeting tay yujuan tomorrow(x. wheee. i so miss her la. finally return from overseas and have time for ME! hahahaha. dunno wat we will be doing actually. but it will surely be fun. i still have to teach that noob how to play maple. LOL. so noob la she. maple started like how many years ago and yet she still doesn't noe how to play it. HAHAHA. NOOBIE!

PLUS PLUS.
my mum may be increasing my allowance cause im going to junior college! WAHAHAA! aint i lucky. just say it just say it. hehehehe.

PLUS PLUS PLUS
im meeting mummie on 2nd jan! and boonie also. OMG. i SO MISS YOU BOTH LA. WHOLE HOLS NEVER MEET UP. especially boonie. work work work. work YOUR HEAD LA. mummie giving us present leh. must go meet her to get them. WAHAHAA.

AND.
for the 2e`o4 bbq, can u all like indicate a day or something which u all are free. i really really wan to have this gathering. however im afraid to put it on the 6 of jan cause there might be the jc1 orientation stuff. ya. so if you all ALSO WANT this gathering TO HAPPEN, indicate possible dates for me k? den at least i can plan out SOMETHING. rather den cancel it in the end due to POOR RESPONSE. so please la. i KNOW you all READ my BLOG. so ya. TAG LA. type, click shout and its OUT. issit that HARD? ya. so tag la.

okay. nothing to blog. ciao~

merry christmas 2

2006-12-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

suddenly blogger allows me to post pictures(x

here's my pretty pretty bible(x from dar and eve.
SO CHIO LA(:
and a christmas present which is so unique that i have to blog! its a hanger` from church. she's so unique! who would have thought of giving hanger. LOL.

received three christmas cards(x
thanks. at least i send 9 and i received 3. its one third. not that bad already(:

didn't felt any christmas mood until i went to church that day. hahaha. and at night my mother even felt like eating steamboat. so instead of log cakes, turkey, cup cakes, wine. we ended up with steamboat. which felt like chinese new year at the same time. so christmas or new year?

many thanks to those who wished me too. sry abt being too lazy to reply. hahaha. if i reply one i have to reply all. so, you'll get the picture.

stuck at home today cause yesterday went to jinni's party and to the library. i finally decided to borrow some chinese books to get my chinese right. my chinese is like. oh man. so ya. china is rising up! must have a good foundation for my chinese.

went to jinni's party. met up some ppl whom i never see for a long time. ppl like crystal, alex thiang, huijia, minmin, jinni... sort of miss sec sch already. the bbq didn't start until after 3 hours which was like 10pm already so me and crystal asked jerald to buy fried rice. although it wasn't superb, at least it filled out stomach plus 5 other guys. LOL. we looked quite pathetic sitting round two tupperware of food. (X
plus i have to thank yaoming for carrying umbrealla send me to my dad's car which took abt 5 secs? LOL. but still need to thank ma(x

met mr gui and ms tay. they left early

i sort of have nothing much to type liao. shall blog again soon.

no blogging mood these few days. ciao~

merry christmas

2006-12-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL(x

wahaha. went to church today again!

erm. a lil lazy to blog now. hahaha.

BUT.
i think my bible is uber nice now!!!(x

ms tay and mr gui

2006-12-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

went out to ms tay and mr gui's house!!

WAHAHA. their house so cute! i want i want i want. hahaha. full of cute things. i like!(x we were playing whot!.( its a game like uno but instead of playing number and colour, its number and shape) so ya. was like never ending but i game first! den dar, jer, eve and the zhu ren*mstay*. hahaah. LOUSY ZHUREN.(:

been quite some time since i see them. miss them alot la!. hahaha. having this kind of gathering makes me very relax

thankyou uncle gui for buying lunch for us!(x

and thankyou mstay and mrgui for the christmas present. i like.

im so going to miss these two teachers.SO MANY POOH LA. i like(x

i pratically love their house la.

last but not least.

thanks dar and i dunno who she going to share with for buying bible for me. wah. first time my wish so fast realised(:

pangsai 12 times

2006-12-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

on another note,

i pangsai 12 times yesterday!

hahaha. but im feeling better now! pretty high(:

WHEEEEE(x

remembrance

2006-12-21T19:33:00.000+08:00

was blog hopping.

and i realised something.

school's gonna start soon! and its no more mjr =(

no more poking mummie before singing the athem
no more running out of class to have pe (sub-teacher dun allow)
no more running with mr gui
no more copying of hw
no more tuition ( sec maths)
no more bball trainings
no more throwing medicine ball
no more running 8/10 rounds of the track
no more running 20 rounds of staircase
no more bball at blk 20
no more wulaoshi
no more ms tay's naggings
no more mr gui's weird logics
no more meh's red face
no more auntie's mirror on the table
no more eve's attitude (LOL)
no more recess with eve, dar, nini, huijia, minmin
no more boonie's act cute
no more mummie's nagging
no more maomao's missing me
no more veg stall
no more blue uniform
no more mjr's rules
no more wateva class

ahhhhh. i miss sch. i miss hw.
i actually miss manjusri.

pictures in bali(x

2006-12-21T16:51:00.000+08:00

mine, one and only(:
family(:

golfing
water rafting

club med

trip

2006-12-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

went BALI for the first time(:

arrived and all. AND i have to say, first time i felt the air plane ride wasn't that bad. maybe it was due to three reasons:
a) the food smell wasn't that bad
b) there was multiplayer games! LOL. majong` played with my family and had lots of fun (its only available in those upgraded planes cause the ride back didn't have)
c) the ride was only two and a half hours

hahaha. yay(: anyway, my father applied for our trip in this place called club med. its pretty much summarised as a place where there is all the facilities available at a price that is paid. only the massage, excursions and the botique (obviously) needs money. the others is just booking before hand and u get to play watever you want. it practically have EVERYTHING.

let me name them:
water sports

kayak
snorkeling
windsurfing

land sports

archery
basketball
beach volleyball
bungry bounce
gym
flying trapeze
football
golf
squash
tennis
badminton
yoga
swimming pool
table tennis
billard/snooker

plus there was excursions to be booked.

i tried all those in bold. woohoo. plus plus, i won the archery tournament! ( even beat my father which is like an accomplishment) it was due to an extra 25 points if u hit into the yellow segment and i lucky lucky hit it TWO TIMES. i won the guys(one woman and three men and one boy) FLAT in their face. WAHAHA.

snorkeling:
it was so amazing, enthralling to see the beauty of the underwater. i had a lil problem breathing with the equipment at first. but it was alright after a while. i saw DORY. no nemo though. haha. and a fishy which is damn cute. it swims with its left fin first den with its right. plus plus a school of fish came right up to ME!!! hahaha. so fun(x

golf:
its pretty boring. LOL. the sun is like bbq-ing me and i had sun tan! LOL.

tennis, squash, badminton, basketball:
FUN LA! LOL. never try before*tennis, squash* and my mum was hilarious. WAHAHA. damn funny(x she's like a lil clumsy yet sporty. haha.

in addition my father allowed us to try the jet ski which is outside club med

AND IT WAS DAMN FUN LA. okay, i had an instructor sitting behind me in case i going to drown or something. haha. and at first i didn't noe how to ride the freaking machine. but soon i was like siao. (screaming against the wind) LOL. and i did sharp turns which sorta scared the instructor and he held onto my life jacket. HAHAHA. so funny la. he also kana scareded. it was SUPERB(x must try must try. and when u go against the wave, the jet ski would sort of jump a lil and its like flying. hahaha.
wheee. im going crazy just thinking abt it. hahaha. (:

okay. and we had this excursion which is water rafting. er. and i decided to sit in front of the raft, its a four seater plus an instructor la. we had to wear this helmet and life jacket. and stupidly, there was branches in front of me during the trip and i plainly close my eyes. i dunno if im dumb or wat but theres a cut on my eye lid. thank goodness im not blind. LOL. but i still enjoyed it la. there was two 4 m drops and it was FUN FUN FUN! ((((((((((((=

and yeah. didn't do much shopping cuz the things are so ex. just bought small thingys for ppl. sorry ah. millions of apologies.

and i didn't get my nanyang jc =( got into tampines jc. who's going there too?

i so love my family(:

woohooo

2006-12-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

the other time went service

and PUAY WAS THEREEEE.. WHEEEE.

WAHAHA. okay.

i miss boonie and mummie. i miss hua jie and tai yang jie. i miss eve and dar. i miss crystal and meh. i miss mao mao and yuanlin. i miss li pei and kexian. i miss fish, gori and pei. i miss mr gui and ms tay. i miss ms tia and wulaoshi.

and most importantly, i miss yujuan.
we didn't get into same jc. =((((((((((((

and no one cares abt the 2e`o4 bbq. quite saddening.
~~and i tink u're such a fucking bitch~~
and i tink no one miss me =(((

BACK

2006-12-19T10:13:00.000+08:00

im BACK.

be back soon.

2006-12-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

LAST POST. coming back on 19dec

anything impt just drop me a tag(x.
and i dunno when i wan 2e`o4bbq la. if i put on 6 jan if some got jc1 orientation how? =.=. make up mind leh. =/ can u all discuss while im away? please?

and i miss you meh!!! there's no one to haha and hehe with me =/

auntie ask me help her advertise. haha. i forgot all the price already. opps. so er. CLICK kexian on my links if u're intereseted in any :))))))))))

i went for service!

2006-12-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

WENT for campus and service!

im receiving so much from you LORD!

wat i have learnt must be shared! hehe(:

(5) thus says the Lord:
"Cursed is the man who trusts in man
And makes flesh his strength
Whose heart departs from the LORD.
(6) For he shall be like a shrub in the desert,
And shall not see when good comes,
But shall inhabit the parched places in the wilderness,
In a salt land which is not inhabited.
(7) "Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD
And whose hope is the LORD.
(8)For he shall be like a tree planted by the waters,
Which spreads out its roots by the river,
And will not fear when heat comes'
But her leaf will be green,
And will not be anxious in the year of drought,
Nor will cease from yielding fruit
Jeremiah 17:5-8

this verse is to tell us:
dun look at things that we cant have. what is invisible is eternal. the moment you can see wat GOD see, you will not be subjected to circumstances. how to see what he sees? we must trust in him. have faith in him

those who do not see wat he see and depends on oneself, will not have success. wisdom is the application in life. when favour increase, intelligence increase. hence, the eye of intelligence increase. we must only depend on GOD's opinion.

[to girls] if the guy dun wan us, we just say NEXT! thats wat pastor chin said. hahaha. quite funny. but its true. we must not linger on those which do not belong to us but leave our life to GOD. he will bless us with who he wants us to be with. he will protect us and make us bless. when we surrender our life, our destiny to him, he will help us. we should not use self effort to find the right person cause God will never leave nor forsake us. he will always be there for us. God see us like jesus, his children. hence we must have utmost trust, love and hope towards him cause he gave his only begotten son to us. the darling of heavan to die on the cross for US. by making God our first love, our second love will definitely be on his/her way.

(16) Therefore we do not lose heart, Even though our outward man is perishing. ye the inward man is being renewed day by day.
(17) For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory,
(18) while we do not look at the things which are seens, but at the things whihc are not seen. for the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.
2 Corinthians 4:16-18

God's love cannot be seen. and its NOT temporary. IT IS ETERNAL. we must respond to the word of God, not our emotion. why must our emotion not be responeded? so that we can be with the holy spirit. once our emotion dies, it can contain the resurrection of the LORD. then the devil CANT touch us! god will restore wateva we lose and he wants us to live the life of a celebrity. NOT like brad pitt. but to live a life which is always full. there will cetainly be obstacles, otherwise how do we enjoy the sweetness of success. we must trust in him. we must have faith in him, we must believe in him(:

Pastor Prince
(1) Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with the God through our Lord Jesus Christ,
(2) through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
Romans 5:1-2

(21) "Now acquaint yourself with Him, and be at peace;
Thereby good will come to you.
Job 22:21

from this i understand that:
Faith can be defined as having good opinion of God. believe that the trouble that we are in will turn out to be good. God watches us his beloved. SO WE WILL NOT DIE IN OUR SLEEP! this was in relation with the sudden death of many in this two months.

(10) For
" He who would love life
And see good days,
Let him retrain his tongue from evil,
And his lips from speaking guile;
(11) Let him turn away from evil and do good;
Let him seek peace and pursue it

love alone cannot hold the whole universe. we must also HAVE RIGHTEOUS. we must TRUST in the Lord and is is always looking after us. by having LOVE + RIGHTEOUS + TRUST, we can be success and have peace.

(6) Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time,
(7) castnig all your care upon Him, for He cares for you
(8) BE sober, be vigiliant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour
(9) resist him, steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same sufferings are experienced by your brotherhood int he world
1 peter 5:6-9

the best thing we do is to cast ALL our care on him! sometimes, the less you do, the more you accomplish! this is because when we are calm, we accomplish things well and not reserve any space for any mistakes. so we must believe that we will do great things in his company(: we all have bad thoughs and good thoughts. we must NOT voice out bad thoughs as this will let the devil know that he is winning. WE should instead only voice out the GOOD thoughts.

ANd SOMETHING super sad.
my bible was not printed properly and i dun have the full chapter on KING! AHHHHH. the whole thing is occupied with EZEKIEL which is also found at the back. :(((((((((((((((((. and it was a gift from ppl to me. AIYA DAMN SAD LA. so now i have one more wish, to have a complete bible w/o any flawS!

PS. i miss you meh! when u come back i'll be leaving for indo =(((((((( AHHH. sadd

PSS. auntie, your things i upload when i leave den it will be right at the top k? if not i keep updating it will go below below!

PSSS. si eve. wei le see your blog i have to download mozilla. hahahaha. see im so nice to you! hahaha. and she's zilian!!! WAHAHA. with me in her photos. hahaha. have to get back at her somehow for making me so LAOKUI! hahaha.

-end

PICTURES

2006-12-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

coach alice

pastor dan
the last night(:
can see nemo? the orange dude. he's cute! hahahaha
lightning girl i tink =/
the hulk!
er. i dunno wats this character name. lol.
edna from the incredibles!
er. dunno wat leh. LOL.
coach val aka cat woman!
darth vader
cyclops, the coach who prayed for me.
ernie!
mr korean
super girl aka coach joy jacqueline
coach jason friends

dar
amelia

amanda
brian
janey and i dunno who. lol.
rachael
valencia
jerald
nick, with hulk and darth vader
the whitley girl! sheryl

the stupid hard chocolate bar

our room

eve everyday keep piling her clothes. first day, second day andthirrd day just keep piling. LOL
can spot eve and dar? hahaha. (:

and the end. (:

BACK

2006-12-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

im back

and im sure all of you miss my postings *giggles

anyway. the encouter jesus camp is WAYYYYYYYYYY COOL!!!!! hahaha. and i got to bunk with two idiots(: MY DAR and EVELYN TAN YUJUN

okay. in the room. we did many stupid stuffs. but the FIRST STUPID thing was the key did not open the door. we were like screaming when we were outside the door of the room but it didn't open=.=. we were like. WALAO! hahaha. okay. mabbe only me. LOL. quite sad wat. hahha. and when eve went to change the keys, dar and i were playing with my cam. ohoh! and the first thing we saw when we entered the room was a HUGE cockroach. *faints. LOL. and at night we were having pillow fight cum westling cum saying my dar's butt BIG/ HUGE/ ENORMOUS. LOL. we were practically crazy and eve did not brush teeth. *dar say must write this.* LOL. and we also met new friends like amelia, amanda, racheal or wateva spelling and many many more who came to our room on the last day to play! hahaah. we were HIGH MAN. haahah.

and the games. SUPER D ONE!
whee~ okay. we had fun, joy and laughters!(: we cheered, ate wasabi, played green bean, some shoe game and that limbo or wateva and the SWIMMING POOL! hahaha. although we lost practically all the games, LOL. but the most important thing is we HAD FUN.(x everything was just great. i enjoyed myself like SIAO. hahahaah.

and last but not least, the services.
they really touched my heart alot(x.
for the first service, i just cried la. lol. EVE AND DAR ALSO HAVE LO. so im not a crybaby! hehehe. anyway, im realliy super thankful that i went to this camp. okay. i cant remember wat the coaches names are yet but i remember their faces can! haahah. okay. so this coach came to enlight me. is a he. okay. so he prayed for me. and told me that i will not be alone anymore, wateva is out there that is going to challenge me, jesus will always support me and guide me. okay. most of the things i didn't understand cuz he spoke in another language but tears just kept flowing. and the thing i remembered most was, dun forget, jesus loves you and he wants you to know that. AWW. and i didn't fall. so i was like left there like an idiot. okay. ppl will fall but i didn't for the first service. lol. its quite funny. but i went back to the back and cried my hearts out. for your information, i haven been going to church for 4 years and i haven been recieving from him. i really do miss GOD alot. (x and i cried my hearts out because i felt, after 4 long years, jesus is still waiting for me to return to him and he is welcoming me with open arms. and he really is loving me alot being so patient with me and all. and im like, touched. okay, some may think its dumb but i really felt his arms covering me, protecting me and asking me to stop crying. (x. woohoo~ hahaah.

okay. and the second service, it was so strong that the WHOLE ballroom, where we were having service were all asking to be close to god. and for this, coach val, MY COACH, so i remember her name came to me. she was passing msg from god to me. and it goes like. may you go through this young life, passing through her veins, making her yours. she will surely do the things you have appointed her for and will be a great leader. WHEE. and as she was touching me two palms, i felt something special. real special. something was entering through my hands into my blood veins. i felt the heat. ITS TRUE OKAY!. okay, and den i fall. and cried a lil. okay. i felt peaceful den some ppl KICK ME CAUSE THEY DIDN'T SEE ME. lol. so i sit up and felt super peaceful. although there was music and all, but i just felt like. he's there. i even felt as though i was hugging him. and he was just there for me.

and den the pastor started to talk to us and said, it wasn't necessary to fall and cry. there are different ways in which jesus and manifest in. and i NEED NOT FALL. and there was also just sitting there and feeling jesus. and i had both!! hahaah.. im so ELATED, DELIGHTED, EXCITED. cause jesus is already in me and the camp is not the end which i will feel jesus, its only the start(x

WOOHOO! im so touched by jesus la. the camp was OH SO AWESOME.

i'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned
in awe of the one who gave it all
i'll stand
my soul lord to you surrender
all i am is yours
whee, love this song alot.

and NEW CREATION CHURCH ROCK LA!

and last but not least, my two room mates, im so glad to have know you both. you both are the BEST! and not forgetting jerald and jordan. and the new friends i have made. i wan those to last long long.

and god,
im the apple of your eyes
im priceless
i will not look at second best, i will see the BEST
you will help bless my o levels
my dreams will be fulfilled
i blossom upon ur touch
i will let go of things you wan me to let go
i will cast my life upon ur grace
my life will get brighter and brighter.

and thanks COACH ALICE! WOOHOO!~ the LAO DA coach, cause she made the camp so HAPPENING! and so great.

2e`o4 still there?

2006-12-03T16:33:00.000+08:00

i was wondering.

whether 2e`o4 would wanna meet up for old times sake? =)

23, 28, 29 dec seems like such nice dates. anyone wan? drop me tags.

bbq or movie?(:

lalaaa

2006-12-03T12:52:00.000+08:00

hm. im bored.

nothing much happening right now.

church camp coming liao!(:
pretty excited but at the same time scared lo. anddd. nothing much le.

been a long time since i went to camps! haha.

andd i so miss bball(x

bbq

2006-12-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

decided to blog abt yesterday bbq.

pretty emo. was pretty mad at crystal for drinking again. actually not mad, its disappointed. but think through again, yuanlin told me to think if im in her shoes. so, well. dun wanna say anymore. drown ur sorrows is an expression, not to be done literally. thats all i have to say.

so, im not angry at you la stupid eve. hahaha. i noe meh was troubled so i didn't bother you ppl. i just strolled to try to understand why must ppl drink. thats all. cuz it almost caused the breakup of my family. and i just dunno why ppl wan to drink la.

SO. im feeling okay now la. eve, date me for service k?

and there's nothing wrong with me crystal chia.

graduate of bball

2006-12-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

had farewell dinner from bball yesterday(:

been a long time since i met germaine, yeepei and fishy. bball mates. i miss you all yeah. i miss the time when we had to run 8 rounds together. i miss the times when we had to run lay up together. i miss the times when we had to shoot 100 *fa qui*. i miss the time when we played matches together. i miss the times when we laughed together. i miss the times when we complained abt leg aches to one another. i miss you guys alot :(

oh well. i just miss bball practices and the matches i see. even though im a lousy player i still enjoyed watching games. i just miss everyone i guess.

only gori came anyway.

and cute cute suhiang. i had to chase her round the bus stop a few times before i got this photo. haha.

once a basketballer, always a basketballer.

went out with linghong this morning.

treated me mudpie at nydc. nice(x. shall go there again when i can. wheee~

had 4e`o6 bbq
bladed. no comments. i feel so used. i feel so out. thankyouverymuch.

SELLING

2006-11-29T13:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL!(:

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starts from 20 bucks yeah?

goods can be be changed/ modified to meet you demands. so dun worry. they're all ONE of each kind only. so dun worry there'll be SAME(x. it will be given to the highest bidder yeah? and i wont leak out any information on wats the highest bid.

anyway. those are made by MS PEK JIJI, SHAROL PEK.

buy la buy la. msg me/ tag me/ email me at bubbles230690@hotmail.com

abt new layout

2006-11-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

oya. and i forgot to add something. i tink in the new layout, yujuan looks the funniest! WAHAHA.

sentosa

2006-11-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa(:

with yujuan, mao, xiaohong, yuanlin, tanteck, leonad, jordan, sengyong and khermeng. had an exhuasting and tiring day man. LOL. okay. at first onli me, yujuan and tt meet up ma. den we ran for the WRONG tram. so we just enjoyed the noisy ride. and sentosa, please UPGRADE the tram la. so lousy=.=.

haha. okay. so we say mao and xiaohong and i started screaming for them but they didn't HEAR ME! WTH. lol. so we strolled over and i said HELLO! lol. ya. den me, yujuan and tt played volleyball which i totally regret now cuz im having huge blue blacks. LOL. and played in the water and got sunburn which i also totally regret now.

haha. den yuanlin and leonad arrived so we played captain's ball in the water. which i also totally regret now cuz my legs are aching from the moving about. LOL.

THEN, it rained and we went under the shelter to eat the lunch prepared by MAO and XIAOHONg. nice ppl(: and the rain got heavier and we played ice and water and dog and bone. WOW. we're young at heart. NOT childish. hahaha. we also played with rain water too!(:

okay. and blah blah blah. im so lazy to elaborate. LOL.

IN CONCLUSION.
im just bloody tired and exhausted because i played too much yesterday. so im regretting everything im doing yesterday.

and today i had the nicest bento to eat(: whheee. and

yeah, new pic. nice? comments(x
oya. i so forgot to add some ppl and im TOO LAZY to change anymore cuz the uploading takes too long. so i now say sorry to yuanlin and leonaD! hahaha.

hillsong concert

2006-11-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

HILLSONG CONCERT

omg. so cool la! hahaha. got to sing, jump and dance. whee.

now my legs are aching but i SO dun care. hahaha. didn't go service=/ whoops! EVELYN TAN date me for service next week to go k? anyway. as i was saying, the concert was COOL. OMG. TOO COOL TO BE TRUE(: whee.

jordan and jiashi!(: and introducing, my DAR DAR DAR!
since 17 january 2006 in the bus. we even had junyong as our witness to our marriage. HAHAHa. and now im not used to calling her tsuting anymore. dar is more usual. LOL. whee. my precious dar!(x aka LATE QUEEN!

cute(:

haha. my LOVE(:

i miss her so much! plus plus plus EVELYN TAN. that chao ah lian NEVER DATE ME. hahah. and jerald kng and jordan wong! AHH!! how could you all not date me. lol. whee.

i LOVE THE SONGSSSS. TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALLL(x wheee.~

and drummer rocks(:

day out with girls(:

2006-11-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

haha.

DAY out with GIRLS(:

planned this day for long time. and stupid boonie had to work and cant meet us. BISH! hahaha.

okay. im in a shopping mood these few days so i went to spend money! equipped with my mother's credit card. i venture to town. i sound so. ENGLISH!~ LOL. okay. anyway. was suppose to meet meh and crystal at 11.30. and that DA XIAO JIE, ms crystal chia, met meh at 11.49. dumb ass.

so i decided to go kembangan to meet them. saw alex thiang. that dumbass sat the wrong direction train and alighted at payalebar. hahaha. and i was so 'fascinated' with this question he asked.

eh. why ur hair so thick?

im like. WTH. im born liddat. am i suppose to reply, ask my mum? or am wth am i suppose to reply?! LOL. so i simply replied im born liddat.

hahaha. okay. lame. anyway when i reached kembangan. those two went to payalebar. =.=. i've nothing to say. LOL. so we met up and headed to somerset.

went to eat burgerking. meh WASTE FOOD. ALL SHE WASTE ONE. LOL. may god bless her =p haha. okay. we ate and we were full! hahaha.

then, we all became tour guides for our cute cute val goh! hahaha. we went to wisma where i bought a top from topshop. *OYA we saw this cute boy, young young like baby, he was kissing his mother so passionately that i wonder wat will he be like next time. LOL. and headed to FAR EAST! where she's never been to before. and we were like models for that auntie over there. i bought a shirt which is like a different style for me la. hahaha. but not bad. MEH looked so HOT! mummie has SEXY LEGS. =p. crystal ah. cao ahlian la. LOL.

so, we walked and ya. just walked and took neoprints and stuff. and REST.

reflection with meh's phone!
cute cute cao ah lian.
oh, and we headed to taka. and the puma stall! same top. i bought it. haha.
meh(:
crystal(:
and the frog in well de mummy!(:

ya. and day ended. i LOVE them(:

12.9

2006-11-23T11:10:00.000+08:00

i wan this phoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!(x.
its so pretty!!!

dear santa,
im making amends already. will you bring me this phone? =p. hahaah
thankyou santa!

TO FORGIVE

2006-11-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

GOD LED ME TO DO THIS. and i know its right.

in MATTHEW
(43) "you have heard that it was said, 'You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.'
(44) "But i say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you,

okay. i noe my enemies are not using me and persecuting me. i noe wat he means by enemies can. and i noe you noe who are the ones i hate. im open in expressing myself. but i dun wan you, any of you, as my enemies anymore. i wan to make peace. to make friends once more. mabbe we have started on the wrong day, month, time, year. but i reallie hope that we can be friends. give our fates one more try?

szehui?
weiyi?
xinglun?
silin?

okay. i dunno who else hates me already. well. if u do, drop me a tag. i dun mind. and please. im giving our friendship another try. however, if you dun wan to, i cant help it. can i? well. i just hope you ppl read my blog. or at least ur friends do and pass the word.

well. wish me lotsa luck(x

MUMMIE TREAT(x

2006-11-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

wheee.

MESSY! -NO MORE- mum cleared it for me. hahaha. and now its so clean. haha.
MUMMIE and boonie today(:
lets clap our hands! LOL.
i also tall one lo!
went out with mummie and boonie for a short period of time to novena! hahaha. first time mummie naughty sia. hahaha. anyway. we ate. played and helped boonie look for jobs! fun time(x.

LOVE(=

DARE(:

2006-11-20T08:18:00.000+08:00

DARE(:

dear almighty LORD,

im so sorry for doubting that you will re-accept me again after 4 years. but going to dare, you welcomed me in open arms. i could feel ur hands comforting me. i could feel ur hug. you made me special again, u made me a heir of christ. i love you o LORD.
AMEN

(12) giving thanks to the FATHER who has qualified us to be partakers of the inheritance of the sants in the light
(13) he has delivered us from the power of darkness and translated us into the kingdom of the Son of His love
(14) in whom we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins
COLOSSIANS1:12-14

he sacrificed his life for us. his blood helped wash away our sins. he endured the nails on his hands. he didn't do it because he had to, he did it because he wanted to.

For all the promises of God in Him are YES, and in Him AMEN, to the glory of GOD through us.
2 CORINTHIANS 1:20

he loves us and we all know it. he will make us stronger. just believe in him(x

But JESUS knew their thoughts and said to them:" Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to deso lation, and every ciyy or house divided against itself will not stand.
MATTHEW 12:25

we must stand united. we must treasure wat we have. united we stand, divided we fall. that was wat happened to 4e i guess.

(25) now a certain woman had a flow of blood for twelve years.
(26) and had suffered many things from many physicians. she had spent ALL that she had and was no betterm but rather grew worst.
(27) when she heard about JESUS, she came behind HIM in the crowd and touched His garmant;
(28)for she said, If only i may touch His clothes, i shall be made well."
(29)immediately the foubtain of her lood was dried up, and she felt in her body that she was healed of the affliction
(30) And JESUS, immediately knowing in Himself that ppower had gone out of Him, turned around in the crowd and said, "Who touched My clothes?"
(31) But His disciples said to Him, "You see the multitude thronging You, and You say," Who touched ME?"
(32)And He looked around to see her who had done this thing
(33) But the woman, fearing and trambling, knowing what had happened to her, came and fell down before Him and told Him the whole truth.
(34) And He said to her, " Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace, and be healed of your affliction."
MARK 2:25-34

He could do it for her. he could accept her no matter how different she is from us. she PMS for a whole 12 years. wow. w/o stopping. and eve told me. imagine the amount of pads she has to buy. EVIL. lol. anyway. back to main point.
He can do anything. nothing is too difficult for him. He is our pillar. supporting us in all difficulties and in all situations. every outcome has a reason. i know he will be there for me. he will be there for ALL of us. cause we are his children. we are his LOVE(x

anyway, ya. im not here to preach arh. im here to PEN down my thoughts. dun like shooooo~! i went to dare with my dar, smelly, zhu dan and jerald! haha. it was FAB. it just so ROCK(x there's so many programmes and so many christian. the warmth is overwhelming! there's the camp snuggle, the DARE TO EXPRESS, the many many things la. i cannot thank Father enough.

LORD, thankyou for letting me know everyone who has crossed into my life path. no matter how idiotic they are, no matter how much they ever DIAO me or GIVE ME FACE. i dun care anymore. wats the point of hating someone. wats the point of holding a grudge? it just makes my life more heavy, full of burden. issit useful? NO. issit beneficial? NO. so, im going to let go, start anew. it may have came after i graduated. but its never too late rite? im going to LET go off all my hate, and turn them into love no matter how hard it is. im going to TALK to them. im going to change. YES. and i know u will be there for me, supporting me in doing this tough task. no words can describe my gratitude.
AMEN.

2006-11-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

i LOVE today(:

anyway, this picture is pretty random. its how my bedroom looks like!(: those papers are important things for me to memorise! hahaha. i pasted them beside me, so in case i forget before i sleep, i can use my handphone to shine on them to check! hahaha.(x the toys are for my cuddling(: *however, the wall is now clean and empty.

pooh, mao and more poohs!(:

went on a date with my boyfriend today(:

we headed to vivo city to check out the new area since we, both haven been there before! hahaha. its BIG. HUGE. and makes my legs tired. LOL. anyway we were walking around aimlessly.... and i bought lots of things at random! hahaha.

TOYS 'R' US

yujuan and spongbob? or yujuan=spongebob?=p barney and yujuan! haahha.
the pop singer!
the childish woman

this boy is damn cute! hahahaha. he plays with the water, and when it splash onto his face, he's like kana shock or something. but he likes it and go towards the water again. hahaha.CUTE.
and we were walking pass secret recipe when we saw this CUTE girl. hahaha. she was eating blueberry cheesecake if im not wrong and its all over her face! haha. so adorable.

*obviously im not the thick skin one who took her photo. that stupid woman took it. haha.and US(:
its elmo and barney. haha.
we also headed to chinatown cause she say she wan to see wats there=.=. its not like its chinese new year. LOL. so we just walk around before she went to meet her mum. end-

i miss you boyfriend! better date me more often!(x

o levels over!

2006-11-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!(:

i didn't noe whether i wanted to laugh or cry after the chem paper. after 1.5 months of mugging.*okay, there was slacking too. lol. but! its finally over. hahaha. chem was difficult la. sickening. hahaha.

WE FIRST TO FINISH LEH. WALAO. always we have to tolerate those ppl keep on say aiyo so sad still got bio and all those crap. HAHAHA FINALLY! WE FINISH EARLIER.

how many papers are we left with?
z-e-r-o!!!!

how many papers is 4f left with?
o-n-e!!

how many papers is 4g left with?
t-w-o!

how many papers is yujuan left with?
o-n-e!

haahhaah. its fun(x. hahahaha. o levels is over. first time dun have to mug at night. do you noe how great that feels? hahahaah. YAY!!!

feeling super relax(x

2006-11-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

ITS O-V-E-R

meh and boonie

2006-11-12T08:43:00.000+08:00

lalala(: shot post with photos!

cute cute de mehmeh
eh. undescribable de NOT cute boonie =p
anyway, we're all halfway through our prelims le! yay-ness. left with a maths, physics and chemistry. MUGGING. hahaha.

for e maths, i tink its okay la. im quite confident of my answers except for one question wrong=.=. hand itchy la. lol. er. den not bad la not bad(:

for english. i have NO comments. just hope it turns out well

for geo.. AHHHHHHHH. i WROTE CRAP! lol.. link link link. link until like shit! hahahaha. all boonie fault. hehehe.kidding(:

for ss. im quite confident la. MERGER AND SEPARATION MA. so important. hahahaha.

for bio arh. 50% 50 % lo. hahaha. didn't really study SUPER hard ma. but got study. and those i studied came out for essay. so im veri lucky! hahaha.

oh well. MAY GOD BLESS ME!(x

wah. i must also nag that mummie!!! CUT HAIR BIG LA BIG LA. wei le cut hair dun wan go out with us. dumb dumb. violin lesson also bigger den us. IRRITATING~

hope on 17 i can date that stupid woman. tayyujuan! hahaah. never reply my sms. SEE BLOG ONLY. READ HERE LA. WAN DATE ME OR NOT!bah!~ hahaha.

EVELYN TAN

2006-11-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

EVELYN TAN.
just felt like putting all the pictures i have of you!! wheee~

jerald's birthday(:
going to graduate soonnn(:
graduation(:
ACTING CUTE.. WAHAHA.

-ur birthday(:

LOVE(:

ahhh

2006-11-07T10:09:00.000+08:00

UGLY! ah. shall fixed it after o levels.

and i shall not blog till o levels are over. unless im too sad/ TOO HAPPY for the exams.(:

mummy!

2006-11-06T17:35:00.000+08:00

MUMMY!!!! HAHAHA`.

anyway. YAY. MERGER AND SEPARATION! (: WHEEE~

hari raya

2006-10-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya(:

went to nurul's for celebration. real cool cause i've never been to one before. haha.

its official. i love small kids! hahaha. they're the world's most adorable beings(: i LOVE them. hahaha. simply love them.(x nurul has the CUTE-EST brother in the whole wide world. hahaha. okay. mabbe my cousin is cuter! but WHY ALL BOYS? i wan a girl cousin!!! yesyes, there
should be the equality between boys and girls, but im a girl(: cant help it. hehe.

anyway. the celebration is small but lovely. haha. me gori and fish just went there to EAT. the chicken wings are FAB i tell you! its so delicious la! u ppl miss out on the best chicken wings in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD.(: thanks nurul x)

he loves dancing, posing for pics and saying fish is hot(: and this is definitely natural cute.(:

anyway. i've lost my POOR PENGUIN ='( my four years... my bear.. my penguin='( the one im holding on my hands next to my cheeks. anyone saw it please please please please RETURN to me k? or see it anywhere in the shopping mall must tell me. im sure to be the first one to rush down to get it.
anyway, for goodness sake. i wont cry over a soft toy. im NOT. my feelings have nothing to do with you KPO ppl okay. and like wat the hell. can u PPL, stop being so kpo. wtf. does my actions matter to much to YOU? gossip gossip gossip. hope ur mouth grow lots and lots of ulcers and ur lips rot(: thankyouverymuch.

kidneys(x

2006-10-25T01:50:00.000+08:00

Excretion vs egestion
excretion is the process by which metabolic waste products and toxic materials are removed from the body of an organism
egestion is the removal of undisgested matter from the alimentary canal.

function of a kidney.
1) it is to maintain the pH and composition of the blood plasma
2) an excretory organ
3) regulate salt and water balance of the bodily fluid

dialysis:
it is the process whereby large molecules(eg. proteins and fats) are not removed while small molecutes(eg amino acid and urea) is removed.
it uses a kind of dialysis fluid whereby
1) it contains approximately the same amount of salts so that the essential salts are not diffused out of the blood
2) its wall is partially permeable
3) the tubing is long, narrow and coiled to increase surface area to volume ratio
4) the direction flow of the fluid and the blood is opposite to maintain the diffusion gradient.

FACT..

hemostasis is the maintainance of a constant internal environment.
[hot]
-aterioles DILATE to allow more blood to flow through
-heat lost by radiation, conduction and convection
-rapid breathing occurs
-activity of sweat gland increases, evaporation occurs, increase latent heat removal rate.
-metabolic rate slows down

[cold]
-arterioles CONSTRICT to allow less blood to flow through
-activity of sweat gland decreases, less heat is removed
-metabolic rate increases to provide more heat to be produced

okay. im officially turning crazy. thankyouverymuch.
im STUDYING.

yes i am. i will study more. i will mug mug and MUG.

concentration for the last lap. physics practical tomorrow. wish me all the best.(:

i will do well. GOD LET ME DO WELL PLEASE(x

don't bother me if im having mood swings. the stress is catching up on me. good luck for all. the o's are here and well, everyone is afraid. im no exception but i will GO for it. i will face it with all the courage within me. yes i will.

see, now readers can gain knowledge by reading my blog and at the same time kpo my life rite? hahaha. im doing a good deed by opening up the thick skulls of ppl who are only interested in kpo to KIDNEYS AND MORE KIDNEYS(:

hey, ur kidneys are important(x.

i miss my dar. i miss my eve. i miss my tai yang jiejie(:

PISSED

2006-10-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

lalala. haven been updating much hurh.

sorry(:
went to school for these few days. for consultations. it was weird entering the school w/o the need to sing the athem and say the pledge. its even more funny seeing ppl standing there cuz they're late and we just sashay in. hahaha. quite weird. but im getting used to it(: hehehe.

argh. was so pissed yesterday.
MOHAMO. u got plans i dun have meh. walao. wat kind of reason was it to disallow us to take just because of one reason: MESSY. wtf. how senseless can you get man. u said we shouldn't waste time doing stupid things. and i think its wasting time waiting for 5 hours just for a 2 hours test. its RIDICULOUS. so wat if other ppl like you. i dont. and u cant do a thing to change that. naninipopo! GROWLS. damn pissed off.

lalala. and ppl broke promise to me. in addition got pms. so mabbe my mood was up and down and up and down. SO!. dun re me now lo. easy peasy(x.

english consultation! english. i so love english.. i must MOTIVATE myself!!!

anyway. today.
not feeling well. eyes swollen. weird`. its a good excuse not to go to a maths. so weird to go at 2pm just for a test. so end up studying at home(: and i love studying now. lalala. becoming part of me le. quite scary actually. hahaha.

oh well. less post, more study(x.

OFF~

MJR

2006-10-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

well, graduated.

didn't feel a big deal during the graduation. no feeling at all. didn't cry didn't weep. nothing important for me to hold on. mabbe cuz the bond not strong enough. haha. oh well~

firstly, 1e`o3. hahaha. miss this class. see all those cute cute innocent innocent lil boys and girls. i didn't noe wat was bgr, wat was stead, wat was backstab. hah. how times have changed.

den yujuan had to leave when we were in 2e`o4. hahaha. and we played with flour at kaising's house. i miss that.(:

i remember we even played pingpong with a fish ball across the 2e`o4 table! LOL. and during music period, when yujuan left, we were crying while singing yujian. hahaha.
sec two camp! haha. bunk with kexian, jocelee yuanlin. and we had to sleep with the 2a girl. u girls should have remembered rite? hahaah. and i look horrible. LOL. but it was memorable(x had tracking, rabbit farms, canoeing. hahaha. and the smelly horse. =/ gazing at stars too.

2e`04. fantasy(:

cant help laughing at sharol! haha.. her last time hair style. so cute. and my dar also. LOL. spot the dead cockroach. sharol the happy murderer. hahaha.

ms tia, glenn, junyong, ken and bockyang. haha. ken looks so. LOL. hahaha.

and of cuz the 2e`o4 girls(:

our lovely class t-shirt(:

and the unforgettable cambodia trip. i miss those times. the orphans, the garden... wow. how times pass. luckily made good friends like leonad(:

the times when we were all homesick, everyone fell sick. but we all persevered, worked as a team and it was a success(:

and sec 3, the class of docs. where's mr jo now? he lied sia. pangsai. go chinese girls say go overseas study. BAH.
the present i made for ppl i wan to remember(:

jerald being so CUTE! haha.

crystal chia(:
no matter wat happens, remember im always there for you.

leonad(:
no matter wat, u're shorter den me. LOL. thanks for listening to my problems at times!

my dearest boonie(:
continue acting cute. LOVE YOU SO MUCH. hahaha.
MUMMIE(:
the cutest guai student. haahah. guai and cute at same time. cute combination. hahaah. she's always bullied by me. hahahaha. she's reallie like my mummie! hahaah. adorable.

cute meh meh. (:
love you for just talking to me, being so cute.

chio maomao
pretty as ever, TALK MORE! hahaha. and obviously, miss me too. LOL.
pretty chua(:

hua jie(:
thanks for comforting me at times when im sad. i love you so much. take good care of urself!
cute jianyao(:
continue loving pooh also leh. haahha.

crazy mak mak
haahha. as cute as ever(: yes i noe. ruins earn money too=.=. LOL.

chiochio san
u're forever brightening up my day. i LOVE you so.

sharol pek ku ku! finally a photo with you. hahaha.
ever so pretty(:
ken kang kee keng? or something. cant reallie remember. haha.
continue being smart and all(:

sebas(:
cute lil didi liddat also. veri nice guy. hehe. can tell him my problems. and he's scared of insects. wahaha. lol. im blessed to have met you.

pretty tong tong(:
even my mum said she was pretty. stay chio and cute.
big eyes and mini eyes. opps=/

eh. why she looks so tall. LOL. big eyes and big eyes(:

big eyes and small head so big eyes. LOL. anyway, they're ppl who i go recess with. veri nice ppl(:

WILFRED!
waseh! he grow very tall le lo. lucky i take this photo. in case he grows taller den me, at least i have evidence that he was once shorter. hahaah. he's veri nice la. i miss the times when wulaoshi bully him and he was so cute. haahha.

my LESBIAN!(:
haah. lesbian, thanks for pei-ing me during bball. i appreciate all the times when we played bball together. love you love you LOVE YOU(:

dun ask me why germaine looks scarily white. hahaah.
but GORI. i still love you too! take lots care.(:

JELLY!
dun cry anymore k?(: i'll miss you love my dear! keep smiling. i LOVE you
*germaine at the background. look so fierce. LOL.

DAR.
i love you lots. we've been through thick and thin! hahaha. she's the forever late queen! but i still love you. thanks for being there for me when i needed you too!(: i will never forget you. god bless!

Djerald! thanks for being the guy who is always there for me to bully! heheeh. sitting right behind me, have to be constantly happy! haahah. even when headache also must smile at me. poor thing hor. hahaha. but THANKS(:

LAY PUAY. she asked us to act dao. and i think wangboon is acting innocent. LOL. sorry puay for making you angry. im reallie reallie reallie sorry. i still love you too.

TEDJA, NORWIN, ALEX. the three forever lame buds! hahaah. love you guys(:

me, yuker, dar, fish monger!
thanks yuker for making me feel pretty? lol. and being there for me when i cried in the bus=/ hahaah. and fish monger for being to lame.(:

MDM weee. form teacher of 4e. now and forever.
dun cry! omg. i cant believe u cried. i was so shocked! now it goes to show u LOVE us! heheeh. (: we love you too!!!!

MRS WONG.
aiyo! also dun cry la. we'll miss you too!(: for the humans room! hahaha. but reallie, u're a great teacher. and im sure 4e knows that. the onli teacher who tolerates yankuang eating in class. LOL.

MS TAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
my lovable, friendly, super encouraging, amiable, cute CHEM TEACHER. this one is LOVE you.(: thanks for all the things u've done for 4e. and lending me drink ur drink during wateva meals u're eating. wahhaa. the drinks all veri special also. hahaha.

MR GUIIIII(:
haha. specially match my height for me. bleah! he's the nice nice teacher who will talk to me. hahaah. and i ran with him 20+ rounds on the track! hahaah. love him so much!(: its not shi shen lian hor!!!! hahaha. i especially admire his wits(x

LAST BUT NOT LEAST. my cutest, longest friend: EVELYN TAN YUJUN! hahaah.
i noe u must be thinking. eh. where my photo. LAST ONE LA. honoured not. LOL.
LOVE YOU LOTS(:

GRADUATED. PROUD OF IT(:

ps.

2006-10-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

sorry readers. be patient.

to many photos to update. i promise. by monday, it'll be up!(:

waoh.

2006-10-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

the day is tomorrow.

wow. how time passed.

from a pathetic innocent *yes i was innocent* sec one to a mature young "tom boy/ lady" in sec four. time reallie FLIES like dunno wat. LOL. like housefly! okay. lame.

i remembered how i felt when i first entered the sch. i was like. WTH. there's such a thingy as buddhist sch? for those blur block, im from a christian sch. and im proud to be a christian. if u're not happy? just kindly keep ur mouth shut, thankyou. and yes i hated the dharma lessons. i miss the widespread prayers i had. the chapels i had were drown under the talkings of buddhism. i hated this sch so much i wished i could die. haha. i remembered calling my pri sch friends telling them how much i was suffering. haha.

but, new friends came into my life. basketball became part of me too. oya. from a obese person to kinda fit now, its reallie very miraculous. haha. although i had to wait for three years before im in the team, im reallie glad i waited. (okay. i dun deny i ever thought of quitting, but im glad i didn't) the times we shared, the joy and sadness we had, will never be forgotten. im just speechless at all of the situations i have encounted. in addition, the ups and downs in friendship, been through it, gone through it, mature over the years.

plus, got involved in bgr (this's the part when im not as innocent already) and underwent the tremendous change. the thought that someone's shoulder will always be there for me is ever so sweet. and im never regret going through it. *okay, the breakups aint veri nice* but thanks to them, i realised that love is ever so strong, yet fragile at the same time.
FYI. to all those big mouths, KPOs out there, im NOT, i say NOT ATTACHED to anyone. all those who are spreading saying im attached, please chop off ur head and die. thankyou very much(:

i have to say friends reallie painted my world colourful. they brought me through the bitter sweet and sour times which reallie helped me handle different situations well. having good friends are really very important. i dun wan those fair weathered friends, i wan friends who will brave through storms with me. well, to all of you who are my friends, were my friends. i thank you for letting me go through various kinds of mixed feelings because of rumours, words, tall-tales.

PLUS, i cant forget the wonderful teachers!
MS TAY AND MR GUI, for ur utmost patience, tolerance, love towards us! im so glad i got to noe the both of you. haha. although ms tay was reallie mean to us when we first met her, over time, i guess we reallie touched her and got to noe each other better. and i reallie LOVE them alot. mr gui too, for his ever round cute tummy. hahaha. and running together(:

MDM wee for ur constant guidance. trying to wake 4e up into improving our english. although i didn't like you cuz u said i was short at the beginning of the year (which i can remember so clearly because i hate ppl saying im short), lol. but im fine with it now. haahha.

WULAOSHI for talking sense into me, making me noe that family bonds are so much more important den friends. she knew how i was thinking and she never gets irritated by me even though i just call her and say hello only. haha. and the baby photos of 4e. it made me touched but no tears roll out yet! lol.

ms quek for being SUPER patience with us. hahaha. thanks. we haven been good pupils to you but u're reallie a super nice teacher. although a lil naggy, haha but still ever so sweet and patience with us. u're GREAT!

MRS lim. for consoling me during my block test! (the results were like shit and i cried during her period) lol. thanks for giving me the motivation so study again and giving my prelims a shot again. and always SO CUTE! hahaah.

MRS wong for always giving in to us to go the the HUMANS ROOM! hahaha. enjoying the aircon and enduring our cheeky-ness. hahaha. it was funny(:

MRS yong for being so "geo" hahaha. i nothing to say leh. LOL. oya. for saying from tourism, to char sao bao. and i still dun get the linkage. LOL. amide linkage? ester linkage? no linkage. haha.

MDM lim and ms TAN gy for being the BEST of the BEST basketball teachers. oya. not forgetting MDM ROSITA great house! hahaha. continue rocking!(x

mr muhammad, the pms teacher. truth, i hated ur guts. but im okay with you la. somehow or another, i felt u resented me because i had tuition. and well, RUBBISH IN YOUR FACE. argh. hahaha. im not close to him. so i wont say anything abt him.

and last but not least, mr naufal, mscheong, mdmernie! for being th BEST BEST BEST BEST teachers when in cambodia, u three reallie treated us just like ur kids. we were a BIG BIG family(: i reallie loved that time when i didn't have to think of exams, stress, studies. it was so carefree~

and im reallie super thankful that GOD came into my life and always reassured me that he's always there for me.(((((:

GRADUATING

2006-10-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

walao. 133 visitors and how many tags i get?

a PATHETIC OF 7 TAGS.

walao. does tagging kills you ppl hurh! hahaha. oh well. its better den zer0 rite? LOL.

first things first.
mr muhammad blew his top at all of us. damn it. he totally freakingly BLEW HIS TOP. i sat first class seat so i felt impact. he was totally angry la. wth. TOTALLY. how to see?
1) he was shivering as he was scolding
2) he zhao xia`
3) he was perspiring as he was scolding
4) he was using singlish
5) he was shivering in contact with tanteck.
okay. the fifth was crappy. but its to add a lil humour?
anyway. im pretty neutral abt the thing la. although his reasons were for our own good as we always noe, but still. we're young adults. and on the other hand he's not our form teacher. but. ya. im neutral la. its really for our own good.

ANYWAY. MUST BE DUE TO THE BAD FENGSHUI LA. first day change class kana this kind of shit from teachers. reallie bad fengshui. =/

hm.. anyway. nothing much really happening. just mugging and more mugging and MORE mugging. i seriously think sch is such a BORE rite now. teachers giving free preriods. why not just let us stay at home and study. so feel like pon-ing sch. GROWLS.

anyway. stay tune. im doing something for graduation for the ppl whom i noe(:

please log on to www.....

2006-10-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

wheee.`

took out my pooh which my mother kept and undeniably gave it a kiss! hehe. too adorable already(:

i LOVE POOH((((x
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ahem ahem. please log on to www.genteel-.blogspot.com to find out more. OKAY i was repeating this the whole afternoon. CAN GUESS RITE? so obvious. hahahaha. i was 'trying' to make it not obvious but too obvious liao la. =p

/.[edit] PUAY SAY TEACHER COME WILL THINK YY. HENCE, REMOVED. anyway for god's sake. puay's taste very high one. lol.

wheee. see they walking also same leg come up one. WAHAHHAA. please stay tune to www.genteel-.blogspot.com for the answer. STAY TUNE~ LOL.

random

2006-09-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

well,

the picture says it all(: anyway. its a long time since i post a pic on boon rite? and im SURE she's awaiting for her photo to be posted on MY blog. LOL.
thankyou(: happy children's day!((((((x
er. LOL.
and ren jian ren ai the crystal(:

hahaha. okay. done with photos

sometimes i reallie wonder wat have i done to you. dun like me liao still ask me out to study. den behind my back gossips crap. wah. this kind of person is like SUPER scary la. wapiang. i never imagine that you were liddat. GOSH.

ew. for me. im pretty straight forward. if i didn't like you, i won't wan to have anything to do with you at all. why should i still act like i like you when i reallie dun? wont i be suffering? i find its so, trying to attract attention or something. gross. im straight-forward, so wat? im liddat. take it or leave it. if i didn't like you, i'll stay away from you.

anyway. auntie lee! get well soon la(:

random, i also dun like ppl to think they OWN the whole world or something. and EVERYTHING has to go according to them. ESPECIALLY those who act like they are QUEEN or something and expect me to follow them. sorry la. i have my own brain lo. if you say PLEASE/ asked nicely i will but instructing me? sorry lo. cannot do that. mabbe a kiss will make me do it. but instruct? sorry. unless you my father, mother, elders and teachers. older den me one day, a few years? sorry. i HAVE my own brains. why should i be someone servant. wtf. and im definitely not despo for guys. *faints. where the hell did that come from?

and please dun exaggerate the pain la. WTF. i cannot stand that. you noe how irritating that is.

anyway. my eye blue black is recovering, and when im recovering, my mood is better. so nothing will make me angry/sad now. im just a happy girl

im blessed with meeting yujuan. talked to her last night till midnight. oh how much i miss her so. anyway. she can go three months JC too. hehehe. (: i LOVE YOU

and im blessed to meet everyone which i have named(x.

AND I NOE OF SOME RIDICULOUS STUFF YESTERDAY. HAHAHAAHAH. HILARIOUS(: its for me to noe and for you to find out.
i also just realised that my blog is visited by alot of ppl. LOL.

prelims.

2006-09-26T19:09:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA.

i CAN go for first three month. OLALALA~ shalalalala! (:

i PASS BOTH ENGLISH AND COMBINE HUMANS! WHEEEEEEEEEE~

yay. hehehe. yes im high. cannot meh! bleah. i pray pray pray like shit to pass my combine humans. GOD so rock la.(((((((((((((((=

anyway. was just thinking that im GOING to graduate in like two weeks time? time pass like wow. felt so old when i recounted that i have met that chao smelly for six LONG years already. quite unlucky actually. LOL. and i met ppl like yujuan!(: beloved i haven forgotten you k? hahaah.

wow. anyway im so bless to have met everyone in mjr la. although some are damn bloody freakingly asshole who likes to GOSSIP and GOSSIP wrong things. but im still glad that overall i still met ppl like

my DAR. although she's always late,
KNGWEIAN, whom i always ask to smile at me,
AUNTIE LEE who is always so funny
CRYSTAL CHIA who always brighten up my day, ren jian ren ai la. hahaahah.
YUANLIN who is always there when i needed to complain.
MAOMAO who can stand my twist and smiles, never even complain,
FISHY who was there for me when im down
GORI and PEI one for bball the other for lesbian. LOL.
MEHMEH who always haha and hehe and hoho with me online
MAE who is always smiling
HUAJIE who is always there to cheer me up
TAI YANG JIEJIE, san, who is always friendly and sociable
LAYPUAY who is always DAO
SILIN the sotong
XIAOHONG erm. i dunno leh. LOL
LEONAD LEE who i can talk with if im real down
FANYUAN who will remain my bestie(:
PANSIHUI dunno leh. just find he quite nice
YUKER for always nudging me on msn
JUNYONG who is the fish monger
TEDJA ALEX AND NORWIN for that friendship
SHAROL PEK! for being peku
KAISING for being tongtong
WEELOON for being weird=/
JIANYAO for being like small didi liddat. hehe.
KEN for being ncc? LOL.
JINNI for being siao one.
WILFRED hahaah. that cute boy
andyou
hope i didn't miss anyone out bah. LOL

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

MY DEAR VALERIE GOH for cheering me up whenever i needed her to be there for me and caring for me and motivating me to study harder no matter wat results is obtained. i LOVE YOU

BOONIE for always acting cute and making me laugh. i WONt forget you de(:

and of cause my SWEET BOYFRIEND yujuan, for always being just a phone call away. although you can say that our friendship is long distance, but i will NEVER and i say NEVER forget you. ur footprint use cemete in my heart liao. cannot erase(x.

haha. i sound like im graduating already. but i wont be updating often so might as well type first(x. hahha.

anyway im reallie glad to be in mjr although i will always regret that sec 4 life wasn't as great as sec 2. sec 4 will never be bonded. haha. after 2 years our class still isn't ONE unlike sec 2e`04. i miss that class when everyone is there, no one is left out. i even wrote my prelim compo on THAt veri classroom. and scored not bad. hahaha. mabbe it was so memorable that i could jot down every single detail that HAD happened. i miss that class.

HOWEVER, im finally GRADUATING FROM MJR.
HAHAHA you juniors still have to wait for duno how many years la. im just TWO WEEKS. BUAHAHAHa. demerit points. the worst thing i ever heard. including those LRC and DC are a BYEBYE TO ME! wahaha. okay. im evil. but i waited super long to write that k? hahaha. *gloats* hehehee.

photos.

2006-09-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

anyway. decided to post some photos that had happened.

this was taken during eve's birthday party. mr gui looks like he's immortal or seomthing. cool lo. gui shen xian(: and this was suppose to be very attractive for the IMF meeting. the great artist works were shipped in for this special occasion.
and the bball make up dinner become lunch for me, gori and pei. didn't took food that we ate except desert which was FAB. but mostly took photos of my childhood play(:

this was the usual BRA folding thing.

germaine's baggage on the boat. haha
and the white chocolate something somethign at swenson! there's new items avaiable la. and this desert is like SUPERB.

hot and sudden cold. right in the mouth. the food just melts on ur tongue and u hunger for more. wow. its GREAT.

looks so tempting hurh?? go try go try. its worth it(x
wtf. why are com more important to guys. growls.

hai.

2006-09-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

im SO depress can.

wtf. my results are like shit. damn sad la. and ms tay was like. now no need go three months not good meh? BUT I WAN FOR GOD'S SAKE. i wan to go to a jc. YES i WAN.

aiya. too depress to say anything liao. so didn't really blog as you all can see.

AND to BIG MOUTH.
stop saying non-stop la. so big mouth veri good meh? may millions of ulcers grow in ur mouth till you will be unable to talk. growls. and stop blaming others abt wat YOU spread. YOU spread YOU take responsibility la. like wtf.
and im SINGLE la. please lo.

I WAN TO DO WELL FOR O LEVELS. less blogging. so, sorry readers` i need to give up some things which i love. so, bye bye blogging~

=)

2006-09-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

DAR.
stop being late for everything la. im was SO freakingly pissed off because on eve's brithday i have to wait for one hour and on sat i say 8.45 cuz i KNEW you were going to be late. WHAT IF my father wasn't fetching us? HOW? we're suppose to reach at 9.30 can. and like wat time u come. BAH. and YES. i was pissed off at first. GROWLS. and my father didn't do anything better but still blame me abt the location thingy.. so i was VERY pissed off la.

it was a saturday morning and i had to face with all this lateness. spoil mood. GROWLS. BE EARLY FOR ONCE CAN? =.=. or be on time la. BLEAH. PLEASE hor.

however. at least something brighten up my DAY(:

sweets and chocolates. filled with all the sweetness(x.

SMILEY SMILEY(=

eve bd.

2006-09-16T15:31:00.000+08:00

oya. happy birthday evelyn tan. 6 years of same class. SUAY. but at the same time we got closer as each year pass rite? (: and WHY DID YOU TELL YOUR MUM IM POTATO. *FAINTS. she ownself laugh when she called me that. LOL. and stop bullying ur cousin. BAH.
i wish you all the best in wateva you do and god bless yarh? smile always(x u're missed.

i always wanted to have a party to be called mine.
i dun wan ppl to say. bobian ur birthday last week of hols, we have to chiong to do hw. i dun wan ppl to promise me and later say oh, i cant make it. if thats friends? i cant accept it. mabbe this will make me think abt when to give birth to my own child next time. no more during hols. it'll be forgotten. and that feeling. if u think its nice? THINK AGAIN.

and for goodness sake. all those CRAPs going around as rumours. i hope you, YES YOU, spreading all those crap, die of tongue cancer, lose ur voice and have many many ulcers forming in your mouth.

utterly pissed off.

studying

2006-09-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

went out studying on fri. and.

short post bah.

dar(: smellyyyyyyy(x
errrr(;
xinglun.
and kngweian!

im not in a good mood. thus, no words la.
im glad abt something but im sad abt something.
im elated abt something but im depress abt the other.

oh well. i'll think abt it.

anyway. no more posts till end of prelims.

TATA`. miss me readers(=

why boy girl called chem.

2006-09-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

RANDOM(:

-yun BAH=/ says:why boy girl like each other
-yun BAH=/ says:call got chemistry
-yun BAH=/ says:not call got physics or biology
-yun BAH=/ says:lol.
-yun BAH=/ says:why not biology. more close to human
-yun BAH=/ says:=p
go away, dont bother me. says:chemistry sounds nicerr
go away, dont bother me. says:biology too perverted
go away, dont bother me. says:physics too magnetic
-yun BAH=/ says:den strong attraction ma
go away, dont bother me. says:too strong not good mars
go away, dont bother me. says:will repel de leh
go away, dont bother me. says:if like poles
-yun BAH=/ says:lol.
-yun BAH=/ says:too strong
-yun BAH=/ says:den like magnet
-yun BAH=/ says:inseparable ma
-yun BAH=/ says:good
-yun BAH=/ says:=p
go away, dont bother me. says:later like poles how? keep quarelling
-yun BAH=/ says:but onli when diff poles
-yun BAH=/ says:den will attract wat
go away, dont bother me. says:attract too strongly also not good what
-yun BAH=/ says:why not good
-yun BAH=/ says:understand each other better ma
-yun BAH=/ says:lol.
go away, dont bother me. says:the ang mo who call it chemistry scared that when they call it physics. then teenagers who fall in love will be too attracted to each other and dont care abt other things lor
-yun BAH=/ says:LOL
-yun BAH=/ says:LAMER!!!
-yun BAH=/ says:hahah
-yun BAH=/ says:but funny
-yun BAH=/ says:=p
go away, dont bother me. says:then will lead to population BOOM
-yun BAH=/ says:YA RIGHT
-yun BAH=/ says: hahaha
go away, dont bother me. says:really lor
go away, dont bother me. says:then will cause more land to be cleared
go away, dont bother me. says:land will spoil cause they are not left to rest
-yun BAH=/ says:YA RIGHT
-yun BAH=/ says:u study too much already

GIVE COMMENTS(: its random. but cool. LOL.

GERMANY

2006-09-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

San Marino 0 - 13 Germany
Lukas Podolski (11)
Bastian Schweinsteiger (28)
Miroslav Klose (30)
Michael Ballack (35)
Lukas Podolski (43)
Miroslav Klose (45)
Bastian Schweinsteiger (47)
Lukas Podolski (64)
Thomas Hitzlsperger (66)
Lukas Podolski (72)
Thomas Hitzlsperger (72)
Manuel Friedrich (87)
Bernd Schneider (pen 90)

WAHAHAHA. klose(:

back to blogging(x.
im sure boonie is waiting for a PHOTO to be blogged on my blog. LOL. so HERE SHE IS.the crap girl. kinda miss sch though. hahaha. NOT miss BOON can. hahaha.
ohwell, random but true. TEAM(:

the evolution of ME. LOL.

OOO. did i tell you my mum knows how to act cute too! WAHAHA. i got a family full of act cute memebers. wheee~ the cute-est still ME. LOL. GOD(: bless~ anyone find this familiar? hehehe.
DAR(:
she'll EAT YOU UP. wahaha.

hohoho. LOVE(:

and ms crystal chia! CHEER UP(x

DAY

2006-09-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

studied whole day by myself.

met candice! my long lost best friend. LOL. huiyi and handsome kenny. LOL. hohoho(: and it all happened at geylang east library. hahaha.

zibi myself today. dunno why suddenly just feel like doing it. i guess. im just. WEIRD~

no idea. oh well.

im suddenly motivated to study when im OUTSIDE. chiong arh.

mug mug mug

was talking to crystal.
cheer up yarh? i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU LA. lol.

was talking to her abt relying on someone when im sad. and i was like. thinking. i had no one in mind when i was depress. the ppl who cared were the one who accidentally bump into me. hahaha. at first i had these TWO guys. but now one's attached and the other heckcare. so now im like:

ME.

den i realise. sometimes got stead also not bad. but abo i wont find one now la. O LEVELS CAN. lol. den i was talking to jianyao. and he was so depress and emo abt bgr. so i told him the advantages to it. u'll feel love and all and there's always someone there for you to count on. hah.

den it dawn on me. im just ME again.

mabbe thats why im so emotionally unstable when i recieve the bad results. i have to face it alone. ALONE. argh. i so hate that word.

ya la. im LONER. thankyou.

theres no LOVE in me.

PHOTOS

2006-09-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

millions, zillions of photos! whaaha.

my PRETTY chiobu forever and always chinese teacher with the RADIANT SMILE. i dun care if she didn't win that prize. she will FOREVER be the BEST chinese teacher with that RADIANT smile(: me and chiochio san!
puay meh me.
like chao ahlian liddat. hahaha. walao eve leg not in sequence. lol.
dunno why eve wan hide behind kexian. LOL.
lick puay!(:
beloved mum.
maomao. love her like siao. cuz she SAY she LOVES ME! WAHAHA.
the four of us(:

oh! my beloved six years teacher who taught me. sneak picture la. but she's SUPER pretty la. eh go find her. haahha. =p. some things abt her never change. like the pooh cushion. its been there like FOREVER. LOL.
these are young christians! oh, how i miss the assembly mass prayers already.
obviously i went back to my primary school. miss the days when i was so free and easy. haha. miss zarraphina, nette, candice. hahaha. and my first crush. who PLAYS THE ELECTRI GUITAR NOW. (DAMN IT). LOL. hahaha. but heard he just got rejected by a girl. ( SERVES HIM RIGHT). hahaha.

ya. and went out on teachers' day(:

chao ah lian.

adrian's pang SON! walao. so handsome leh. den abit pervert also la. in the lift touch my butt. LOL. but im fine with it. HAHAHA
this taken by crystal.
and auntie zilian with my phone.

and how can anyone miss fishy wearing HEELS. hahaha.

fishy act cute. wahaha.

handsome weian.
crystal damn blur la. i look up den she also look up. LOL.
handsome jerald.
pretty ahlian.
and chiochio SAN(:

end of story. blogger sucks like shit. LOL. didn't allow me to post photos. LALALA.

start of prelims

2006-08-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

OFFICIAL START OF PRELIMS-

im speechless. TOTALLY. i have totally NO confidence in my english and chemistry practical was ALL SCREWED UP.

which girl in the freaking mind would spoil her burette during such an impt practical.

YES ME. ME and MORE ME.

okay. i admit i saw the burette was slanted but i tot it was okay. =/ i have no idea why i think it was okay also. hahahaha. but seriously, when i was doing the thermometric titration, it all went SO SO SO SO wrong.

the burette end just CAME OFFF. like WTF. =/

i had to redo the WHOLE exp like 2 times(not the mixture ONLY but the WHOLe thing). because i noe my answer were wrong. =.=. growls. i let the nervousness control me AGAIN. AHHH. how could i. in the end, i wasted like 45 minutes redoing and redoing AND redoing the WHOLe experiment and it was still wrong. so, i obviously moved to qualitative analysis knowing that surely i wasn't in the right state, calm mind to do the experiment. SO. i rushed through it w/o thinking logically..

AH. my whole chem practical was CRAP. YES C-R-A-P.

ms tay came in to inform us we had 25 mins left and guess wat i still have left?

the last two test for qa
the whole identifying portion
the extension question
and 4 re-titration experiment
including the mathematical calculations of the titration.

was i full of crap or wat. logically i would have break down and cried being emotionally unstable. but it suddenly strike me that whether i go to jc or not may depend on my prac. so i just told myself to do. die die also must finished. and i really did.

wow. lol. i myself cannot believe it. hahaha. okay. i used alot of Q, R and P until the lab assistance were probably thinking wth this girl was doing. LOL. i even had to borrow from crystal and joce lee la. hahaha. =/

actually, i have to confess i felt like giving up. i even felt like asking joce lee, the person beside me to allow me to see her readings. i actually felt like copying. not trying to boast or anything, i just felt it wasn't right. this is MY prac. i have to face the consequences. why should i use her. haha. oh well. at least i didn't.(:

well, my QA was crap but i noe my titration answer were pretty close. yay-ness. hahaha.

seriously, check apparatus like CRAZY! slanted ask. abit defect CHANGE. dun be like me la. haahah.

next time, during o levels im sure i will complete the WHOLE prac even before time. hahaha. and i really wonder how some ppl cant finished doing the whole prac. =/

should i consider going to the docs to buy calming medicine? seriously. i wonder if i really need it=/

oh. and not forgetting to mention

eve is CAO ahlian

crystal is CAO CAO CAO ahlian(: lol. singtel suddenly dun like my phone dun wan to let me recieve her sms she called me and say. "A. WHY NEVER REPLY MY MESSAGE?" as though i owe her my life or seomthing. LOL. but now den i noe she's pretty nice. LOL. letting me take her her ear sticks and saying pop! which seems to be veri interesting to me cuz im not allowed to have ear holes. LOL. (x

i never believe in wat i couldn't see.

LOVE.

2006-08-27T16:41:00.000+08:00

hm. im much better now.

more emotionally controlled of myself. hahaha.(:
i'll shed no tears no more.
i'll be strong. yes STRONG.

because i've got friends. wonderful friends and a great family.
LOVE(:
thanks for all the advices.

oh. and ppl LOVE acting dao, cute in front of my HANDPHONE. hahaha. thats why i got to post so many photos of my "CUTE" friends.(:

here's boon and puay zilian-ing on my phone. hahaha.
#take1:
# take2:
and #take 3:
its not everyday u get a smiley photo of puay. hahaha. so ya. lots of puay. lots of dao. minimal smiles from her. no idea why either. hahahaha.

and now. this is a story of a cute ass boonie.

firstly, she wants to get all the attention so she takes close pic.
get ready. she wants to show you something:

M-I-C-K-E-Y-M-O-U-S-E! HAHAHAHA. okay. lame.
didn't you all noe boonie loves eating mickey? haahah.
and she loves acting cute with it(: its a weakness with her for mickey key chains. hahaha. my minnie mouse nose drop. so ya. left mickey. hahaha.
and now. i LOVE penguins. that mickey appeared out of nowhere. LOL.yay. penguin and mickey. hahaha. boon is pretty photogenic hurh! haahha.
and of cuz, US(:

well. this one arh. no comments la. she also noe wat i'll write. hahaah.
weian(: so lovable. so nice to be with. LOL. handsome and NOT ugly. friendly(x
this one. my pretty dar. hahaha. cuter den eve xp
next day, went singapore post to study.

WHO WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT JUNYONG ACTS CUTE. hahaah. i cropped myself out so that he can get ALL the attention. LOL.

er. i looked ugly so yah. hahahaha. yuker looks nicer la. (:
me and dar(: she was actually talking on the phone de la. haaha
er. =/
and more errrrrrr =/
and last but not least, the best of the best mum in the whole wide world..

MINE(: she was talking when my brother snapped this pic. LOL.
(:

asdf

2006-08-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

CRAP. blogger wont let me post photos.

GROWLS. cant blog. lol.

SET

2006-08-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

im SET on studying right now.

be it combine or pure. it dun really matters. im gonna talk to ms tay. set my piorities right and MUG like sai. i dun wanna care. i dun wanna drop any tears. i dun wanna do anything else.

STUDY STUDY STUDY.

and yes. i've got no LIFE.

thankyou yuker for talking to me. cheering me up although whenever i see you my tears seem to drop. hahahaah.(:

and i admit i was fuming that day when i wrote that abt alex thiang. hahaha. come to think of it. it was pretty hilarious.

pms-ing. bobian. haahah.

depress

2006-08-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

should i or should i not.

wats the use of staying up and studying.
everything seems to be so vague.
is this wat everyone will go through.
my mind is in a whirl.
to give up or not to give up.

whenever i see chemistry now, i just felt its no use. studying it and always getting a C. i really need to think abt my future seriously. abt time i should have a good talk with ms tay already. i seemed to noe everything but the results just dun show.

seeing mrgui asking me to consider dropping to combine. my heart just ache. i worked so hard and yet this is all i get.

tears just well up in my eyes la. sorry. im too disappointed in myself. im too depress. im hopeless. im useless. mabbe i should just rot to death.

i just feel so unlove. so unwelcome. so friend-less.

i wan a hug. but it seemed so far. i just need love. i just need care. i just need to study harder.

study harder study harder and study harder. how stress up can i feel. i just dunno wat to do anymore.

O LEVELS are nearing and im feeling this way. teachers. save me from this vague optimism world. =/

mr naufal rocks(: